My Thoughts, My World.

Where boys become men.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Dearest brother is enlisting today. I'm damn free, but i refused to send him off together with my family. I know that I can't say goodbyes. It's the hardest thing for me to face. I would rather shed tears at home than to go there and be all emotional.

I probably shouldn't cry cos it's only two weeks (But I really couldn't help it. Sigh). One week away in Bangkok with the bitches to keep myself occupied, and gonna make plans everyday for another week. I'm also gonna make it a point to spend some time with my family too, right before I commence on my new job in mid-june. Oh, some of you might be curious why out of the blue I'm starting on a new job. I will share it in the next blog post. With tons of pictures too!

Anyways, I'm really proud of him serving the nation! I know it's just National Service and it's nothing big at all, but it's my brother that is going in leh! Those who have heard me talked about my brother should know. Anyways, I hope my brother do grow bigger size the next time I see him! He's too skinny for his height already. Yes, all the fats came to me, TO ME. Both my sister and brother eat a lot and don't exercise, but they don't grow fat at all. I eat the same amount as them and exercise often but I don't lose weight and I'm FAT. Someone please tell me why.

GEORGE LIEW JUN FEI, I'LL SEE YOU IN TWO WEEKS TIME! :D By then, I'll bring you go eat your favourite Japanese Curry Rice! XOXO ♥

Emotional Rollercoaster.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

This is going to be a really emotional post.

I don't know why my emotions/feelings/thoughts keep changing from one to another now. It's scary and I'm really irritated by it. One moment I will be happy, the next I will be angsty then I'll feel really miserable and then will have the want to cry feeling. I really don't know why I'm in this state now. I'm like a timebomb that will goes off anytime?

No. I'm not thinking of anything now. I just don't know why I'm like that now.
Probably I'm just too tired and my body needed some rest that's all. I'm trying to convince myself that's the case. Maybe after I wake up later, everything will be back to normal. Yes, maybe...

Random.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

I'm randomly blog-hopping through my friends' blog and realised that the people around me are no longer into blogging already. I really don't know how in the earth did we managed to blog daily last time. It's like we have all the time in the world. This kind of made me wonder if any of my friends do read my blog nowadays (except that one friend that I know of)? Oh wells. I guess as we mature, we'll tend to be busy dealing with our own life and it's natural not to have time for all these.

My blog reflects my personality and emotions. When I'm frustrated, I blog. At least it won't argue with me. When I've got so much things stuck inside my heart, I blog. At least there's some place where I can pour out my feelings Happy, sad, angsty or whatever my emotions are, I blog. Blogging is for the sake of memories. At least when I want to backtrack my life, I can still go through my archives. That's the point of time where I will know how much I've grown, or whether did I actually changed for the better. At times, I do wish I'm not that lazy, and spend a little time everyday to log in an entry. I will try to put in more effort to blog from now one. I didn't promise. I said I'll try :)