all i know is that you always set me thinking, and i've got no idea whether i should take it as a good or a bad thing. but since nothing has happened so far, i shall treat it positively. i've to remember that i'm a happy girl!(:
programmes for labour's day and this weekends are all planned out. friday is set aside for shopping and staying over at stamford hotel with family. saturday will be spent with teammates over at sentosa. sunday will be a visit to grandma's house since i haven't been there for quite some time. i'm quite looking forward to everything(: (: (:
and i'm sorry if my command of english is super lousy(:
who wants to go shopping with me tomorrow la!! tell me okay!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
i'm a happy girl(:
anyways, was over at bedok reservoir over the weekends for PA paddles championship. it's finally over(: at least i can stop worrying so much and there won't be anymore sleepless nights. this time round, i think partner and i did okay for our race. at least we gave in all and i'm satisfied with the results(: but still, like what coach said, we can be better. there's still alot to improve on. especially when i see other schools rising up very quickly, i'm more determined to train harder. ya, train harder to shoo all my fats away!-.-i'll try to update my posts with pictures as soon as i get my hands on them!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
what the hell.
shape run's registration is full within a day and now i can't join at all.
stupid dumb dumb. and now i'm damn irritated cos i can't join in the run at all. and this means that i might flare up anytime ):
shape run's registration is full within a day and now i can't join at all.
stupid dumb dumb. and now i'm damn irritated cos i can't join in the run at all. and this means that i might flare up anytime ):
Saturday, April 25, 2009
i'll give nothing but my best(:
COMPLAINSSSSSS.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
this morning, i complained to my mommy, "i every week see myself wearing the same thing, damn sian leh!"
i seriously need to refill my wardrobe with clothes. i want to get clothes, shoes, my crumpler bag, blah blah blah. shopping, anyone?
my hair has been a disaster recently. it's time to snip off a little. i feel like rebonding again, and it equals to giving my hair extra damage again since this is the third time. booooooo. or maybe i shall just go do some treatment.
i keep complaining that i'm bored but actually i got alot of things in my to-do-list. just plain lazy la. hahaha. my can't be bothered attitude is already back(:
and jia lat la, i keep flaring up at my parents and siblings recently. i dunno why! argh. i so want to bang my head on the wall.
i seriously need to refill my wardrobe with clothes. i want to get clothes, shoes, my crumpler bag, blah blah blah. shopping, anyone?
my hair has been a disaster recently. it's time to snip off a little. i feel like rebonding again, and it equals to giving my hair extra damage again since this is the third time. booooooo. or maybe i shall just go do some treatment.
i keep complaining that i'm bored but actually i got alot of things in my to-do-list. just plain lazy la. hahaha. my can't be bothered attitude is already back(:
and jia lat la, i keep flaring up at my parents and siblings recently. i dunno why! argh. i so want to bang my head on the wall.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
the weather is freaking hot. i've to bathe like two to three times a day. roar!
sometimes, kids are so cute that i can't bring myself to scold them even though they are really irritating me. so that's a good thing. at least i know i can tolerate and not lose my cool in front of kids(:
sometimes, kids are so cute that i can't bring myself to scold them even though they are really irritating me. so that's a good thing. at least i know i can tolerate and not lose my cool in front of kids(:
i don't know what to say.
i don't know what to say.
i don't know what to say.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
i kept bumping into things today, even when i'm at home. i almost fall down AT HOME somemore!
i was damn unlucky when i was at work. when i was at the filing room, i was trying to turn the thing to move those shelves and when i was unlocking the turning thing, the thing spin for no reasons and it hit right on my head! it was damn pain! and now, i've got a bump on my forehead ): this one still nevermind, when i was putting the files up on the shelf, the books fell on me, STRAIGHT IN MY FACE! ): now i've got a terrible headache thanks to all these. stupid stupid stupid.
my whole body is aching like hell, especially my lats. but still, i love yesterday's land training. i learnt that i've to be positive from now on. i shall have faith in myself and partner. i'll try my best to not cry during trainings anymore. (take note of those words in bold:D)
recently, i've been working both day and night. i guess my body is already used to it, that's why i don't fall asleep at the rc anymore. haha. oh ya, i'm thankful that i've parents that are willing to fetch me after my work at admiralty so that i can reach home early to bathe, settle everything and sleep early. thank you!!(:
i was damn unlucky when i was at work. when i was at the filing room, i was trying to turn the thing to move those shelves and when i was unlocking the turning thing, the thing spin for no reasons and it hit right on my head! it was damn pain! and now, i've got a bump on my forehead ): this one still nevermind, when i was putting the files up on the shelf, the books fell on me, STRAIGHT IN MY FACE! ): now i've got a terrible headache thanks to all these. stupid stupid stupid.
my whole body is aching like hell, especially my lats. but still, i love yesterday's land training. i learnt that i've to be positive from now on. i shall have faith in myself and partner. i'll try my best to not cry during trainings anymore. (take note of those words in bold:D)
recently, i've been working both day and night. i guess my body is already used to it, that's why i don't fall asleep at the rc anymore. haha. oh ya, i'm thankful that i've parents that are willing to fetch me after my work at admiralty so that i can reach home early to bathe, settle everything and sleep early. thank you!!(:
Saturday, April 18, 2009
it's a happy day today(:
it was really a great day spend with my family. especially when i'm with my siblings, we will talk alot of rubbish and laugh crazily. i like this feeling ah. i'll feel closer to them each time i go out with them. oh, and we found a really nice place for family gathering but it's a little troublesome. i feel like planning a "picnic" there and keep myself free just for that one night. i can't wait mann. maybe after PA? HAHA. brother and sister, when u read this, help me out also okay!!
and the below portion is going to contradict this post.
as for the upcoming race, if i say that i'm not scared at all, i'm obviously lying. as each day goes by, i'll feel even more nervous and scared. i'm left with the very last water training before the race comes and frankly speaking, i'm really not prepared for it at all. it's not that i don't want to be positive. everyday, whenever i'm not busy, i'll start to imagine what it's going to happen on that day, like how well am i going to perform. it's just that very one chance. i'm really scared. give me more strength please!!):
sorry that i can't stop but be negative. how i wish i can look things at the brighter side.
all right, it's time for me to sleep.
nights(:
it was really a great day spend with my family. especially when i'm with my siblings, we will talk alot of rubbish and laugh crazily. i like this feeling ah. i'll feel closer to them each time i go out with them. oh, and we found a really nice place for family gathering but it's a little troublesome. i feel like planning a "picnic" there and keep myself free just for that one night. i can't wait mann. maybe after PA? HAHA. brother and sister, when u read this, help me out also okay!!
and the below portion is going to contradict this post.
as for the upcoming race, if i say that i'm not scared at all, i'm obviously lying. as each day goes by, i'll feel even more nervous and scared. i'm left with the very last water training before the race comes and frankly speaking, i'm really not prepared for it at all. it's not that i don't want to be positive. everyday, whenever i'm not busy, i'll start to imagine what it's going to happen on that day, like how well am i going to perform. it's just that very one chance. i'm really scared. give me more strength please!!):
sorry that i can't stop but be negative. how i wish i can look things at the brighter side.
all right, it's time for me to sleep.
nights(:
small yet BIG.
Friday, April 17, 2009
hikari told me this today,
"today polar bear asked abt u sia haha
like how u doing wheres ur attachment"
this is enough to put a big smile on my face for the rest of the day, especially when i just came back from work, feeling tired and sleepy. it's like an energy booster for me. it's really great to know that my favourite teacher still remembers me and is asking about me. i think that's because i always made alot of noise during his lessons, especially his lab sessions. okay lah, i admit that i do that for other lessons too. anyways, i sort of miss his lessons and i guess i'm not the only one. i think if i go on talking about him, this post will be damn long. haha. i happy can already(: (: (:
"today polar bear asked abt u sia haha
like how u doing wheres ur attachment"
this is enough to put a big smile on my face for the rest of the day, especially when i just came back from work, feeling tired and sleepy. it's like an energy booster for me. it's really great to know that my favourite teacher still remembers me and is asking about me. i think that's because i always made alot of noise during his lessons, especially his lab sessions. okay lah, i admit that i do that for other lessons too. anyways, i sort of miss his lessons and i guess i'm not the only one. i think if i go on talking about him, this post will be damn long. haha. i happy can already(: (: (:
i'm still waiting for ads!!
once i start requesting from my friends to make my blog alive again, it came as a bomb instead. those non-stop spamming. don't worry, u can just continue. i feel that it's better this way, not as dead as last time. and at least i'll have a source of entertainment by replying your tags during attachment(: HAHA.
once i start requesting from my friends to make my blog alive again, it came as a bomb instead. those non-stop spamming. don't worry, u can just continue. i feel that it's better this way, not as dead as last time. and at least i'll have a source of entertainment by replying your tags during attachment(: HAHA.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
i'm addicted to Lady Gaga's Poker Face and Tank's 全世界都停電.
i'm left with exactly one and a half month before attachment ends!! yay!(:
i can't wait to meet up with my cliques/gary chin/classmates/whoever i want to meet.
i can't wait for friday to come so that i can start sleeping alot. yeah, the usual me :/
i want to go shopping! my cupboard is running out of clothes.
i need a haircut.
i hope that i can do well for the coming race.
i'm going to say hello to my bed now.
bye bye(:
i'm left with exactly one and a half month before attachment ends!! yay!(:
i can't wait to meet up with my cliques/gary chin/classmates/whoever i want to meet.
i can't wait for friday to come so that i can start sleeping alot. yeah, the usual me :/
i want to go shopping! my cupboard is running out of clothes.
i need a haircut.
i hope that i can do well for the coming race.
i'm going to say hello to my bed now.
bye bye(:
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
**this post has been drafted since sunday
Ever since attachment has started, we've deproved. but still, we shan't give up all right? we still have got another two trainings to go. like you've agreed, we did good during training on sunday. it was much better than last week. at least we managed to push for all of our sets. that's good enough. as each training goes by, we'll become stronger, better and faster.
and ya, remember those stuff you told me over those smses yesterday? let that be part of our motivation okay!(:
lastly, before i end this post, i want to transform into an old grandmother. you don't like also no choice, MUST LISTEN!! it's those usual stuff la. just have to remind you. and here it goes..
please take good care of yourself okay?! drink more water so that you won't fall sick easily! do sleep earlier on fridays/saturdays! even superwoman also need rest. just endure for another one week plus okay! it'll come very soon!(:
teh li jun, i know you're strong!
comeon, let's jia you beh!!(:
Your Partner,
jelly
(:
TRAUMATISED.
i can never ever forget this, definitely.
please don't ask me anything.
this time, i would choose to keep things to myself.
): ): ):
i can never ever forget this, definitely.
please don't ask me anything.
this time, i would choose to keep things to myself.
): ): ):
Sunday, April 12, 2009
what the hell. i almost forgot that i've got to wake up at six plus tomorrow.
when i'm a kid, i can't wait to grow up.
but now when i've grown up, how i wish i can turn back time and be a kid again.
i totally envy kids for now eh. free from worries and everything.
shall just have to accept the fact that life's like that. booooooo.
i'm totally drained. a long afternoon nap isn't enough. shall have an early night.
nights!
when i'm a kid, i can't wait to grow up.
but now when i've grown up, how i wish i can turn back time and be a kid again.
i totally envy kids for now eh. free from worries and everything.
shall just have to accept the fact that life's like that. booooooo.
i'm totally drained. a long afternoon nap isn't enough. shall have an early night.
nights!
this is the way.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
i realised i damn long never blog about positive stuff liao. so it's time for some positive posts(:
i'll start off with something super random.
I WANT TO BE STRONGER!! stronger = strong girl (:
rhymes pretty well eh?
PA is in about two weeks time, and the above phrase shall be one of my motivation. i like!(:
due to attachment, i've been missing alot of weekdays trainings, so i must really start to treasure every weekends training from now. i shall not skip sunday's training anymore. only left with four more trainings. it's not time to feel demoralised. i must really really train hard so that i'm able to bring glory to my team. it's time that i start to bring out the AGGRESSION in me again and whack all the way! all the way jelly! hang on!
NYP KAYAKING, JIA YOU!(:
yay yay yay! thank god there's a public holiday tomorrow. a day for me to wake up later, stay home and rest, spend time with family and maybe head off to the gym for some running. quite relaxing eh(: how i wish i can spend my time doing all these everyday. FAT HOPE LAH. HAHA!
positive enough already leh?
like that people then will like to read my blog mah(:
eeyer! i realise i haven't bathe la! i'm stinking my room!
BYE BYE!!(:
i'll start off with something super random.
I WANT TO BE STRONGER!! stronger = strong girl (:
rhymes pretty well eh?
PA is in about two weeks time, and the above phrase shall be one of my motivation. i like!(:
due to attachment, i've been missing alot of weekdays trainings, so i must really start to treasure every weekends training from now. i shall not skip sunday's training anymore. only left with four more trainings. it's not time to feel demoralised. i must really really train hard so that i'm able to bring glory to my team. it's time that i start to bring out the AGGRESSION in me again and whack all the way! all the way jelly! hang on!
NYP KAYAKING, JIA YOU!(:
yay yay yay! thank god there's a public holiday tomorrow. a day for me to wake up later, stay home and rest, spend time with family and maybe head off to the gym for some running. quite relaxing eh(: how i wish i can spend my time doing all these everyday. FAT HOPE LAH. HAHA!
positive enough already leh?
like that people then will like to read my blog mah(:
eeyer! i realise i haven't bathe la! i'm stinking my room!
BYE BYE!!(:
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
i think you can just skip this entire post.
treat it as i'm spouting rubbish.
omg. i didn't know that david archuleta was coming to singapore for an autograph session till i read the newspaper today. it really shows how ignorant/lousy i am. last time, when i've no attachment, i'll go google those singers/idols that i like, save up those nice pictures of them and try to dig out every info that they have there. but for now, i don't even have time to go search for jie lun stuff. imagine if jie lun were the one who came today instead of david archuleta, i think i can just go hang myself up immediately. i'll just flood the entire universe.
my blog is so boring. i need more pictures!!
treat it as i'm spouting rubbish.
omg. i didn't know that david archuleta was coming to singapore for an autograph session till i read the newspaper today. it really shows how ignorant/lousy i am. last time, when i've no attachment, i'll go google those singers/idols that i like, save up those nice pictures of them and try to dig out every info that they have there. but for now, i don't even have time to go search for jie lun stuff. imagine if jie lun were the one who came today instead of david archuleta, i think i can just go hang myself up immediately. i'll just flood the entire universe.
my blog is so boring. i need more pictures!!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
anyways, just got back from team chalet this afternoon. it was passing down and bbq yesterday. instead of sleeping, spent our time playing monopoly deal instead. it's quite addictive la. much interesting and nicer than the board game version. i think i'm going to get the game and play with my siblings(: and because of all those heaty food, my cough has worsen now. i've got only myself to blame. who ask me so greedy, eat so much? boooooo. it's time to drink more water.
four weeks of attachment are finally over. the 5th will be starting tomorrow. hope things will go on smoothly this week. by this i mean, i must stop falling asleep during work already.
four weeks of attachment are finally over. the 5th will be starting tomorrow. hope things will go on smoothly this week. by this i mean, i must stop falling asleep during work already.
Friday, April 3, 2009
ever since last thursday, i've been feeling super terrible, especially for these five working days. i swear i've never been this sick before. i felt that there was insufficient oxygen in my brain, my head was super heavy and my eyes kept closing automatically. for these four days, i've been sleeping during work wherever i go- in the car, office, training at jurong island. and all these shit happens even though i didn't consumed my medicine at all. okay, this shows that i obviously don't have enough rest at all.
supposed to be over at the chalet today but since training is earlier tomorrow, decided to go there right after training. by the time i reach there, i think i'll just transformed into the pig. and i hope that i don't screw up tomorrow's training! *cross fingers*
now it's time for me to earn more cash!(:
supposed to be over at the chalet today but since training is earlier tomorrow, decided to go there right after training. by the time i reach there, i think i'll just transformed into the pig. and i hope that i don't screw up tomorrow's training! *cross fingers*
now it's time for me to earn more cash!(:
Thursday, April 2, 2009
i'm so bored that i've to resort to playing games at facebook to pass time.
frankly speaking, certain games are quite addictive. bejeweled is fun(:
omg, i didn't realised how white i've turned until ah yang told me when i met her on the bus just now. booohoooo. it's too white.
frankly speaking, certain games are quite addictive. bejeweled is fun(:
omg, i didn't realised how white i've turned until ah yang told me when i met her on the bus just now. booohoooo. it's too white.
