just leave me alone.
i need some quiet time.
i'm lousy.
i'm more lousier.
i'm the most lousiest.
leave me alone.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
SAVE ME!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
HAHAHA!okay. i was just trying to make myself happy for that split second.
NTP and AIM totally screwed. i'm really afraid that i've to repeat any module.
thanks to all this things that comes at the same time, i'm super stressed up. face was black everyday and at many times, i've to hold back my tears in class.
RAD lab and written test for the next 2 days. and i'm going to miss training tomorrow ):
gonna be a mugger for now. bye.
STRESSED UP.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
time checked: 12:06AM
i want to do something very much but yet i still can't find that solution to that certain problem. instead, i think i added more trouble to my friends. project-mates, i'm sorry if i hold you back with this bird brain of mine. i'll try my best to help and complete everything soon.
distractions, please escape from me. or rather, i should escape from distractions.
my dear notes and projects are going to accompany me for a super duper late supper. thank you ah. i'll give each of you a facial mask as soon as everything is over.
oh wells, it's okay if you don't get what i am talking about since that's rubbish.
everything is waiting for me. bye.
i want to do something very much but yet i still can't find that solution to that certain problem. instead, i think i added more trouble to my friends. project-mates, i'm sorry if i hold you back with this bird brain of mine. i'll try my best to help and complete everything soon.
distractions, please escape from me. or rather, i should escape from distractions.
my dear notes and projects are going to accompany me for a super duper late supper. thank you ah. i'll give each of you a facial mask as soon as everything is over.
oh wells, it's okay if you don't get what i am talking about since that's rubbish.
everything is waiting for me. bye.
NEVER-ENDING WORK.
Friday, July 25, 2008
friday is suppose to be rest day but i'm back to school just now for NTP project :/
THINGS LEFT TO DO BEFORE HOLIDAY COMES.
IS e-quiz- by this week
IS lab test- week 16 (mon)
RAD lab test- week 16(wed)
OOAD project- week 16(wed)
RAD written test- week 17(thur)
NTP project- week 17
AIM project- week 18
**Common Test**
AIM- week 17 (thur)
INTENT- week 17(thur)
IS- week 18(fri)
**EXAMS**
DDI- 20/8
OOAD- 22/8
NT- 26/8
scary huh? i'll explode anytime. i hate looking at this schedule yet i still type it in place where i'll read it everyday -.-'''
time please fly faster will you?
such a nice weather to sleep. dear bed, please wait for me!
THINGS LEFT TO DO BEFORE HOLIDAY COMES.
IS e-quiz- by this week
IS lab test- week 16 (mon)
RAD lab test- week 16(wed)
OOAD project- week 16(wed)
RAD written test- week 17(thur)
NTP project- week 17
AIM project- week 18
**Common Test**
AIM- week 17 (thur)
INTENT- week 17(thur)
IS- week 18(fri)
**EXAMS**
DDI- 20/8
OOAD- 22/8
NT- 26/8
scary huh? i'll explode anytime. i hate looking at this schedule yet i still type it in place where i'll read it everyday -.-'''
time please fly faster will you?
such a nice weather to sleep. dear bed, please wait for me!
unstoppable rantings.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
week 15 is coming to an end.
mood wasn't good for the whole of this week and i guess this will continue till exams is over which is like in week 20? yeah. so just bear with my rantings okay? :D
NTP report is all screwed up. the same goes for AIM project. i don't put high expectations on these two things. all i want i a pass.
DDI lesson is starting soon. i better go before that polar bear hunts for me!
ciaos~
mood wasn't good for the whole of this week and i guess this will continue till exams is over which is like in week 20? yeah. so just bear with my rantings okay? :D
NTP report is all screwed up. the same goes for AIM project. i don't put high expectations on these two things. all i want i a pass.
DDI lesson is starting soon. i better go before that polar bear hunts for me!
ciaos~
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
i know it's very hard. BUT.. i'll try and salvage the situation :D
tell me what to do.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
am i the one that is being too oversensitive? or does the problem lies in my friend?
i don't know. i'm known for being someone who can tolerate and does not flare up easily but it doesn't seems like it for this particular situation. no reasons at all or not being bias. all i know is that i'll erupt sooner or later. the whole thing is getting from bad to worse. what to do? TOLERATE.
oh.. and i seriously need one haircut. my hair is all tangled and messed up.
tsk tsk. if only i've got the time to go...
i don't know. i'm known for being someone who can tolerate and does not flare up easily but it doesn't seems like it for this particular situation. no reasons at all or not being bias. all i know is that i'll erupt sooner or later. the whole thing is getting from bad to worse. what to do? TOLERATE.
oh.. and i seriously need one haircut. my hair is all tangled and messed up.
tsk tsk. if only i've got the time to go...
SCHOOL IS HELL.
Monday, July 21, 2008
school has been hell for me recently. but i'm still hanging in there.
oh...by the way, it's week 15 now. it will be worser the next few weeks.
THINGS TO DO!
IS Presentation- it's over!
Marketplace writeup- it's over!
OOAD test-it's over!
NT quiz- tomorrow.
AIM test- tomorrow.
IS e-quiz- to be completed by this week.
entreprenuership presentation- thursday.
and lastly, SLEEP, EAT AND TRAIN!
i'm dozing off anytime. bye bye!
oh...by the way, it's week 15 now. it will be worser the next few weeks.
THINGS TO DO!
IS Presentation- it's over!
Marketplace writeup- it's over!
OOAD test-it's over!
NT quiz- tomorrow.
AIM test- tomorrow.
IS e-quiz- to be completed by this week.
entreprenuership presentation- thursday.
and lastly, SLEEP, EAT AND TRAIN!
i'm dozing off anytime. bye bye!
seriously hate this.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
it's going to be another late night again.
PROJECTS!
PRESENTATIONS!
TEST!
EXAMS!
stress la!
PROJECTS!
PRESENTATIONS!
TEST!
EXAMS!
stress la!
I'M NOT A GUY!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
FOR GOD'S SAKE, PLEASE LOOK CAREFULLY.I'M NOT A GUY!
I'M JUST A ORDINARY GAL :D
WHAT'S LIFE?
yes i do agree. every single one of us do have a share of the unfairness in life.from the young to the old,
rich people to poor people,
great people to normal people like me,
and studies to work to family to relationship.
i believe everyone do experience it. well.. that's life!
minutes ago, i was asking myself why is life so unfair towards me. but for dunno what reason, i suddenly came to realised that i'm so much luckier comparing myself to those people who have lost their close ones, suffer from natural disasters and illnesses, having no education, blah blah blah. at least i still do have a lovely family, fun-loving friends, girlfriends and my team(:
i'm thankful for everything.
for being able to balance between my cca and studies.
for being able to memorise my notes and score quite well for my test though i've a goldfish memory.
for my family, friends, clique and my team.
and so many other things that i'm super lazy to list out :/
projects, tests, exams and many trainings coming up!
everything's going to be good!
rushing for time! bye! ;D
TIRED AND SLEEPY.
Monday, July 14, 2008
caught sleeping :/
the ending will always be the same every tuesday.
i hate tuesdays. i'm never looking forward to it. people have monday's blues yet mine is tuesday's blues. if only my bed could replace school tomorrow...
DDI quiz is on wednesday and i've yet to touch it.
i'm going to "ENJOY" mugging now!
GO FOR IT!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
GOOD TRAINING DAY. TIRED AND SLEEPY.
MY BED IS CALLING FOR ME NOW!
LIGHTS OUT!(:
DID I DO MY BEST?
Saturday, July 12, 2008
ALWAYS BE YOUR BEST!
When you think it doesn’t matter
if you fail or pass the test.
Keep in mind the reason why
you should always be your best.
While the whole world may not notice
if you tried to give your all,
there is a person in you
to whom it matters if you fall.
That little voice inside you -
which directs your thoughts each day -
will make the final judgement
if you won or lost each day.
Never can you fail yourself
if you give it all you’ve got.
The world extends a hand to you
when you give life your best shot.
For all that really matters
when you're finished with your test,
is not the final score at all -
but did you do your best?
- Tom Krause
When you think it doesn’t matter
if you fail or pass the test.
Keep in mind the reason why
you should always be your best.
While the whole world may not notice
if you tried to give your all,
there is a person in you
to whom it matters if you fall.
That little voice inside you -
which directs your thoughts each day -
will make the final judgement
if you won or lost each day.
Never can you fail yourself
if you give it all you’ve got.
The world extends a hand to you
when you give life your best shot.
For all that really matters
when you're finished with your test,
is not the final score at all -
but did you do your best?
- Tom Krause
OUT OF BOREDOM.
Friday, July 11, 2008
One, two, three, four, five,
Once I caught a fish alive.
Six, seven, eight, nine ,ten,
Then I let it go again.
Why did you let it go?
Because it bit my finger so.
Which finger did it bite?
This little finger on the right!
okayy.. please pardon me people. i'm simply too bored :/
my life hasn't been producing interesting stuff for me to blog about.*yawns*
that's when i've to scratch my head and think of stuff to blog. i don't want my faithful readers to stop visiting my blog. blogging has already become part of my life. i'l feel weird if i don't blog for a day. to me, it's already a must-do thing.
oh wells.. guess what?
i just ate not long ago and i'm hungry now. please donate me some food!(:
LIFE'S GREAT(:
Thursday, July 10, 2008
life has been pretty good nowadays. so good that you'll rarely see me emoing but getting super high like i'm on ectasy.
1st of all, common test results all out!
RAD - B
DDI - C
although the C looks ugly, i'm quite happy with my grades! i still got the coming exam to pull my grade up, so i shan't worry too much but just study hard. and my teacher promised me swensen's earthquake if i scored full marks for my exam! haha.. it sounds impossible cos no one scored full marks before. can i be the first one? i shall try! STUDY HARD!(:
how about training?
it has been rather good recently. but there are still lots of room for improvement. i'm definitely going to be better than what i'm now(:
OH NO! contact lenses are drying up in my eyes already! i'm going to remove it before i go blind or anything!
HAVE A NICE DAY PEOPLE!
paralyze resistance with persistence.
1st of all, common test results all out!
RAD - B
DDI - C
although the C looks ugly, i'm quite happy with my grades! i still got the coming exam to pull my grade up, so i shan't worry too much but just study hard. and my teacher promised me swensen's earthquake if i scored full marks for my exam! haha.. it sounds impossible cos no one scored full marks before. can i be the first one? i shall try! STUDY HARD!(:
how about training?
it has been rather good recently. but there are still lots of room for improvement. i'm definitely going to be better than what i'm now(:
OH NO! contact lenses are drying up in my eyes already! i'm going to remove it before i go blind or anything!
HAVE A NICE DAY PEOPLE!
paralyze resistance with persistence.
LOVE CLIQUE(:
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
BEWARE! IMAGE HEAVY!(:
CLIQUE GATHERING(:
27TH JUNE 08 - STARBUCKS!
cherie's back!
what's wrong with this face of mine?!
7TH JULY 08 - GLIDERZ!
caught red-handed!
PIZZA FOR DINNER!(:
"JENGA, JENGA, JENGA!"
i do look like a frog la!
first visit to gliderz and it was such a nice place to sleep, relax, chit-chat, eat and camwhore! minusing away the flying creature and frog which were causing us to scream like hell. everything was fun and i could laugh for all i want.
i'm thankful for this crazy and lovely clique. thanks babes!
TOTALLY SCREWED.
Monday, July 7, 2008
SCREWED))))))))))):
school's internet system is super duper lousy.
everything and everyone is bullying me. even a tiny mosquito. ARGHS!
i might flunk OOAD test.
research on incorrect info for ITP and totally messed up the presentation. SORRY!
my shoulder is in pain that i didn't manage to do gym.
and now, i got no dinner to eat except two slices of gardenia raisin bread. damn pathetic!
i wasn't in good mood for the whole day.
my continuous rantings caused me MYSELF to be irritated. okay, that's rubbish.
i'm starving now and i guess only sleeping could solve everything for the time being.
till then!
school's internet system is super duper lousy.
everything and everyone is bullying me. even a tiny mosquito. ARGHS!
i might flunk OOAD test.
research on incorrect info for ITP and totally messed up the presentation. SORRY!
my shoulder is in pain that i didn't manage to do gym.
and now, i got no dinner to eat except two slices of gardenia raisin bread. damn pathetic!
i wasn't in good mood for the whole day.
my continuous rantings caused me MYSELF to be irritated. okay, that's rubbish.
i'm starving now and i guess only sleeping could solve everything for the time being.
till then!
A RANDOM POST.
i've the sudden craving for jellybeans! get me some alright?
i say xie xie first(:
it's 1.43AM now! i better chiong for my bed! will blog in detail the next time.
oyasuminasai~
DOOMSDAY.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Can a company based on open source software to make money? What are the possible business models that companies can use to make money from open source? What are the advantages and pitfalls of a company using open source product? Give some examples of companies using open source successfully. What are the keys to their success?
don't worry. that's just my presentation question. total chimness. something i totally don't know what isit about and researching doesn't seem to help much. die die die.
i'm already able to sense the impending doom approaching on monday. i can't even answer these questions. i'll die during the Q&A session. i can't believe i'm suffering only for a 2-credit module. BAKA.
thank god i got no training tomorrow. just need to go for some opening ceremony thing.
and clique is meeting up tomorrow again!(:
oh heck. my left shoulder hurts like crazy.
don't worry. that's just my presentation question. total chimness. something i totally don't know what isit about and researching doesn't seem to help much. die die die.
i'm already able to sense the impending doom approaching on monday. i can't even answer these questions. i'll die during the Q&A session. i can't believe i'm suffering only for a 2-credit module. BAKA.
thank god i got no training tomorrow. just need to go for some opening ceremony thing.
and clique is meeting up tomorrow again!(:
oh heck. my left shoulder hurts like crazy.
BE MOTIVATED.
Friday, July 4, 2008
i realised i'm sort of addicted to running, thou i really hate it. all right. it sounds contradicting. perhaps it's because i gained weight AGAIN? gosh, it's quite embarrasing to say that out. but still...wadeva la!
ran 2.4km yesterday's night and 5.6km today's evening. well, it's tiring but i seriously need to shed of that TWO KGs first!! it's damn horrible to see my weight increasing non-stop. my weighing machine might explode anytime. rawr!
copied this from my friend's msn nick. i find it rather useful(:
Losers are those who are so afraid of losing they don't even try.
sufferings make you what you are(:
PROJECTS CRAZE.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
except for projects, school has been rather slack recently and i'm enjoying every minute with my friends.
no more thursdays training since night class has resumed. so i decided to be a hardworking girl. reached home, threw my things aside, changed and went for a 2.4km run. now i'm back here, satisfied with i had done today.
sketchings for AIM done. left with the information to be keyed in before i can email it to the teacher tomorrow. finally...and the worse part will comes after that. tian ah.
i realised my posts have been lacking of colours recently. i guess i'll put up all photos after meeting the girls this sunday! stay tuned to jelly's radio station(:
i'm craving for "dou sa bao"! i'm having that for supper(:
no more thursdays training since night class has resumed. so i decided to be a hardworking girl. reached home, threw my things aside, changed and went for a 2.4km run. now i'm back here, satisfied with i had done today.
sketchings for AIM done. left with the information to be keyed in before i can email it to the teacher tomorrow. finally...and the worse part will comes after that. tian ah.
i realised my posts have been lacking of colours recently. i guess i'll put up all photos after meeting the girls this sunday! stay tuned to jelly's radio station(:
i'm craving for "dou sa bao"! i'm having that for supper(:
INSOMNIA.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
i don't know why but i feel that i'm facing some kind of sleeping disorder.
i'm suppose to be full of energy and zest after 8 hours of sleep but i'm not. no matter how much i sleep or rest, i'm still super sleepy. i can just doze off anywhere.
read an online article a few days ago. i can't find that article now but all i can remember is that by right, i'm not suppose to feel tired after that long hours of sleep. it feels as if i'm lacking of oxygen in my brain. i'm in deep trouble mann. am i like suffering from anything? or will i like die early? CHOY! *touchwood*
i gonna explode soon. AIM IS DRIVING ME NUTS!
i need my sleep now. waking up to complete AIM later!
i'm suppose to be full of energy and zest after 8 hours of sleep but i'm not. no matter how much i sleep or rest, i'm still super sleepy. i can just doze off anywhere.
read an online article a few days ago. i can't find that article now but all i can remember is that by right, i'm not suppose to feel tired after that long hours of sleep. it feels as if i'm lacking of oxygen in my brain. i'm in deep trouble mann. am i like suffering from anything? or will i like die early? CHOY! *touchwood*
i gonna explode soon. AIM IS DRIVING ME NUTS!
i need my sleep now. waking up to complete AIM later!
DILEMMA.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
hell, the weather is way too hot. somehow, i got this temptation to cut short my hair. but i couldn't bear to part with it since i took a super duper long time to let my hair become what it is today. i asked my friends but all came up with different opinions. some rushed me to get my hair cut short for don't know what reason while a few others feel that i look better with long hair. well, i decided not to be impulsive and just take my own sweet time to think about it(: i don't want to do anything regretful.
wake up. school. training. home. projects. sleep.
i guess that's going to be my schedule for the whole day tomorrow.
very well plan huh? ;p
one project down(:
wake up. school. training. home. projects. sleep.
i guess that's going to be my schedule for the whole day tomorrow.
very well plan huh? ;p
one project down(:
JUST CLOUDS.
back to childhood. found another interest today. it's quite fun, pretty amazing and addictive(:
i remember that when i was young, my siblings and i'll always be looking out of the mrt window and discussing about what animal or monster does the clouds look like. little things like this do make us happy.
ckc was damn bored during break and we started to look at the clouds, letting our imaginations run wild. saw horses, faces, dolphins ,and a baby angel that turned out to be a devil and clown in the end. we were stuck at that place for so long that we couldn't bear to leave in the end.
well, this is quite random but don't you feel that when you compare life to the clouds that is high up in the sky, it's quite similar? it's like...everything that's going to happen next will be a mystery. once the wind comes, everything will change. you wouldn't know whether the outcome is happy or sad, good or bad. i don't know if any of you understand what i'm talking about but please just treasure those around you all right?(:
well..i guess this interest of mine is going to last long. it's quite relaxing, especially when you are super duper stress. it does work out for me so people just try it one day okay!
i remember that when i was young, my siblings and i'll always be looking out of the mrt window and discussing about what animal or monster does the clouds look like. little things like this do make us happy.
ckc was damn bored during break and we started to look at the clouds, letting our imaginations run wild. saw horses, faces, dolphins ,and a baby angel that turned out to be a devil and clown in the end. we were stuck at that place for so long that we couldn't bear to leave in the end.
well, this is quite random but don't you feel that when you compare life to the clouds that is high up in the sky, it's quite similar? it's like...everything that's going to happen next will be a mystery. once the wind comes, everything will change. you wouldn't know whether the outcome is happy or sad, good or bad. i don't know if any of you understand what i'm talking about but please just treasure those around you all right?(:
well..i guess this interest of mine is going to last long. it's quite relaxing, especially when you are super duper stress. it does work out for me so people just try it one day okay!
