Thinking of what to get for my birthday? =)
i want that glossy adidas backpack i saw at heeren.
i want a new jacket.
i need alot alot of t-shirts to fill up my pathetic wardrobe.
i want or in fact i NEED alot of things that can be used in my everyday lives.
and ya, not forgetting JAY's discs collection =)
But if you people find it hard to find something suitable for me, just get me chocolates or any sweet sweet stuff. that'll be more that enough =)
Monday, November 30, 2009
POL-ITE 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Together, we did it =)
Of all races, I felt the best yesterday. Not only for myself, but for the entire team.
The feeling our getting back the Overall Women's Champ which we had lost the previous year was indescribable, especiallly when it was our last POL-ITE. That was the point of time that i felt that the last few weeks of really intensive trainings were worth it. I'm really glad it ended up with no regrets.
It was the strength of unity that kept us moving on, wanting it so badly. Without it, we wouldn't have done it.
Rainie, i know that it's a little disappointing that our K2 didn't get it through the finals, but i knew that we did our best and there weren't any regrets. You did great for your K1 too! I would like to thank you for all your encouragements, motivations and assurance during races/trainings. Thanks for boosting up my confidence and having faith in me! Thanks for being so forgiving despite me always flaring up at you during trainings! You're the best partner that i can ever ask for! This shall be the last time i'm reminding you, there shall be no more sorries okay! =)
K4 crew, there is nothing more that i can ask for! Though it was really a short partnership, i really treasured and enjoyed the times that we got to paddle together. It was really great paddling with you people! =)
The entire team, thanks for cheering us on from shore when we're racing and juniors, thanks for helping out in the carrying of the boats yesterday! =)
Not forgetting the seniors, thanks for coming down to support us yesterday! =)
And thank you coach, for your guidance all these while! =)
Finally, it's a load off my chest.
For now, it's a break from paddling till saturday. Looking forward to the team dinner on wednesday.
And after all these, it shall be training for next year's K2 senior women marathon with rainie! =)
Friday, November 27, 2009
i don't dare to make any promises but i'll just give in my very best tomorrow.
for my partners, i'll endure and finish my races strong.
and no matter what happens, we'll still be there for each other.
let's jia you!! =)
for my partners, i'll endure and finish my races strong.
and no matter what happens, we'll still be there for each other.
let's jia you!! =)
Friday, November 20, 2009
Sorry for being ignorant for not knowing that you can't swim.
Sorry for not being able to understand or believe in you.
Sorry for always blaming and shouting at you when our boat doesn't do well for the sets.
Sorry for going overboard this time round.
Sorry that i have to say sorry over and over again.
i promise that there will be no more similar situations like that again. give me another chance and let's start it all over again. i want to do well with you for the coming IVP. and not forgetting that we agreed to completing the senior k2 marathon next year. i believe that you should know that i don't mean it when i say "i don't want to partner you anymore". it wasn't easy to find such a good partner like you. where can i find another person with similars thoughts and common goals? we have gone through so many races together, can we do it together again? yes, i believe that we can. i need you to be my driver, i need you there to motivate me.
i just want to let you know that i treasure you alot as a partner.
best best partner, please give me another chance will you?
Monday, November 9, 2009
trainings were pretty good over the weekends! now, i know we've to communicate so that we'll be able to improve. sorry partner, for always shouting and getting angry at you. i promise i'll stop all my nonsense!
and ah yang, it was really nice K2-ing with you on sunday! i cook for you the dead fish that is tagging behind our boat okay? HAHA!
it's down to two more saturdays before IVP arrives. the worst thing is that i don't feel it coming at all. it seems so far away, like two to three more months or something. but, i still hope that i'll be able to do well with partner during race day. no matter what, i'll try my very best to let the boat move faster and faster.
alot of people around me have been pms-ing recently. getting from bad to worse. no idea why :/ i think it's the influence among ourselves.
having this DAM lecture now and nobody is listening at all. everyone is glued to their own computer screen. i can't wait to complete the quiz fast and leave this boring lab earlier. boohoo.
now, I'M SUPER DUPER HUNGRY!
and ah yang, it was really nice K2-ing with you on sunday! i cook for you the dead fish that is tagging behind our boat okay? HAHA!
it's down to two more saturdays before IVP arrives. the worst thing is that i don't feel it coming at all. it seems so far away, like two to three more months or something. but, i still hope that i'll be able to do well with partner during race day. no matter what, i'll try my very best to let the boat move faster and faster.
alot of people around me have been pms-ing recently. getting from bad to worse. no idea why :/ i think it's the influence among ourselves.
having this DAM lecture now and nobody is listening at all. everyone is glued to their own computer screen. i can't wait to complete the quiz fast and leave this boring lab earlier. boohoo.
now, I'M SUPER DUPER HUNGRY!
Friday, November 6, 2009
i'm suppose to be happy.
why am i feeling so miserable?
why am i feeling so miserable?
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
if you were to know that your parents are going through some financial difficulties, try to understand them and try to save instead of continuously getting from them money and squandering it away. Always put yourself in their shoes and learn to stop being such a burden to them. Even before you learn how to work, you start learning how to spend. how are you going to survive in the future? i believe you know who you are, reflect upon yourself.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
I don't know what is going on with me recently. i'll flare up even at the slightest thing. probably it's because of those same old nonsense. to those that i've shouted at or offended, i'm really sorry.
caught Jennifer's Body on saturday and My Sister's Keeper on sunday. i still think i damn lousy or loser or whatever. the moment the dark dark part plus alot of sound effects come, i'll just cover my eyes. NC16 show and i act like that. i don't know where to hide my face already.
school was such a bore this two days. i saw my homework list and realised the one that is going to take up the most of my time is actually communication skills. due by coming friday and i haven't done any of it yet. i know i no need sleep on thursday night already.
oh my god. 8am lessons tomorrow and i'm going to be so dead. my damn habit is coming back again and it caused me to be late for lessons these few days. gosh.
caught Jennifer's Body on saturday and My Sister's Keeper on sunday. i still think i damn lousy or loser or whatever. the moment the dark dark part plus alot of sound effects come, i'll just cover my eyes. NC16 show and i act like that. i don't know where to hide my face already.
school was such a bore this two days. i saw my homework list and realised the one that is going to take up the most of my time is actually communication skills. due by coming friday and i haven't done any of it yet. i know i no need sleep on thursday night already.
oh my god. 8am lessons tomorrow and i'm going to be so dead. my damn habit is coming back again and it caused me to be late for lessons these few days. gosh.
