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WORLDOFMYOWN-JELLY@BS
My Thoughts, My World.

mind over body.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008

THREE more days.
endure jelly. it's always mind over body. tell yourself that you're strong and you're going to make it through this saturday. you shall not fear. just do what you always do during training. you trained so hard just for this remember? everything is going to be fine. no matter what the outcomes are, no regrets as long as you know you've give in your best. jia you!(:

all rights. i guess i need to shut my eyes for that one hour before i climb out of bed and complete my damn report.


it's going to be okay.
Monday, November 24, 2008

i'm going to stay strong, i'm going to hang in there.
everything's is going to be fine.
gimme more time please.



pictures time!
Sunday, November 23, 2008

JELLY'S MYTH ONE:
"JELLY ISN'T COLOURFUL."

which is obviously a NO okay!

all this were taken at singapore river during regatta. i came to realise they are all in sepia except for one of it. it goes to show how much i like this colour tone. i use this colour like damn emo like that lah. i don't like. HAHA. i shall try black and white the next time. which is more emo-er? or perhaps more colourful pictures(:

waiting for others to send me pictures from regatta. will update soon!(:



time to update.

i didn't realised that i've not been updating my blog for quite a period of time until i saw jingting's tag.

everything is at it's usual.

school has been quite hectic recently. poor time management was part of the reason. everything was done quite last minute.
EC test and IP quiz over. OSM report done and presented.
left with WDD test and WPDP report. and both are nightmares to me. totally my weakness. but wells, which module am i not weak at? hahhaa. okay, that's so not funny :/
i'll try my best and get through all this nonsense. then week 8 will come, common test during week 9 and i'm free for two weeks!(: i shan't worry. i shan't be emo. time flies really fast.
i can't believe it. just 6 days more to polite. i'll try to be at my best and be as aggressive i can be. for the team, my partner and myself.

for i dunno what reasons, my heart and body doesn't feels right over the past two days. it's getting from bad to worse. it's getting harder for me to breath properly, i get giddy easily and my heart feels damn tired after a period of time. i pray that nothing will happen till everything is over. really.
i shall look at the brighter side and everything will be fine(: i will smile all day long.. like that :D, with my white white teeth!

got to go! to study):
oh my tian ah.


Monday, November 17, 2008

saturday's time trial.

so far so good. everything's good(:

every now and then, although i'm super tired, i've to force myself to study and study. i've got no motivation to study at all. gimme some motivation please.
yes i can do it, i can do it!

ivp is getting closer and closer. just left with TWELVE more days to improve. partner's shoulder is injured. hope she'll recover soon!(:

damn it. i always waste all my time on useless stuff. i've not started study for my upcoming tests and reports are not completed. yet i can happily sit here and use the computer. plain lazy :/

HAIYOOOOOO.
gimme strength please.



rain rain go away..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008

比赛靠的是实力不是运气.

time trials this saturday. i hope i'm ready for it.

family is off to genting. decided to stay over grandma's house for these two nights since i'm so lonely at home.

totally hate the rainy weather. continuous lightnings and thunders are so scary.
thanks to this stupid weather, yesterday's training was cancelled. there goes another chance to improve.
i hate this, i hate this, i hate this.

Windows OS installation not done yet. tian ah.
i hope i don't screw my studies this semester.

maa mee mooooo~
baa bee booooooo~
blah blah blah~

family's situation over at genting:
my sister is tempting me with coffee bean over msn now. i duno what mom is doing. dad and bro stuck with playing psp.
):

nvm. at least i got hongkong drama to entertain me.


sorry for the very messy post.


EIGHTEEN.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008

EIGHTEEN.
that's the number of days left till POL-ITE comes.
if i say that i'm not afraid, please don't believe me. i'm really scared that whatever i'm doing, i'll be thinking of that day. loads of images are flashing through my mind. i'm so scared that i can't perform well that day comes.
whatever isit, i really need to FOCUS and put all these negative feelings aside. i'll make sure i don't repeat the same mistake again. i shall be confident and carve that winning mentality in my mind. i shall put the next few trainings into good use and shan't disappoint myself and partner.
jia you jelly!
jia you girls!
jia you team!

gonna rush through DSA and EC by tonight.
i'm so sick and tired of school, really. if only i'm in year 3 now..
half of my back is hurting so badly.
and family will be off to genting tomorrow morning. so i'll be left alone at home till saturday night comes. damn saddening leh. i can't go):

i want to get everything off my chest.
i need to shout out loud.

till then..
sayonara.


Sunday, November 9, 2008

sunday midnight
CM assignment
CS reflection


Week 5
IP lab 5
DSA lab 4
EC tutorial sheet
CM NB exercise
CM e-quiz
Windows OS installation


school and training tomorrow.
i really need my beauty sleep now.
byebye.


press on.


hectic.
Friday, November 7, 2008

oh my mother.
this semester is flying very quickly.
everything is rushing at me. so packed, so packed.
so many things left uncomplete.

sunday midnight
CM assignment
CS reflection


Week 5
IP lab 5
DSA lab 4
EC tutorial sheet
CM NB exercise
CM e-quiz


and it's not stopping here. the list is too long for me to update all at one time. there's more to go ):

okay.. i shan't worry, i shan't worry.

anyways, it's training tomorrow. i promise myself to sleep early and i shall do it.

toodles~


best polymate(:
Wednesday, November 5, 2008

GARY AND JERRY(:

SHE'S MY..
first-made poly friend,
birthday partner,
secret keeper,
san ba partner,
laming partner,
entertainer,
listener,
my saviour from homeworks,
and finally..my best polymate(:

LOVE YA BABE!



birthdays.
Monday, November 3, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYO! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYI! :D


don't worry.
Sunday, November 2, 2008

Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
-Matthew 6:34





My name is Evangeline, and friends call me Jelly. I'm obsessed with penguins and owls. That's all you need to know.





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