yay!! pay is coming soon(: and i'm waiting for my nuffnang to reach fifty(: ya, i know very long already. but got money better than don't have right?! HAHA.
training yesterday feels like last week, except that i didn't run. weights didn't improved at all. like i said, attachment has really pulled me down by alot. and i missed both sea trainings last weekends since i was sick. booooooo. i don't know what else to say but frankly speaking, i think that the chances of me going PA are quite low?
everything sucks.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
lesson learnt.
Monday, March 30, 2009
earlier if i had known, i shouldn't be too "gei kiang" and went to work instead of using my mc. dumb right?! i ended up sleeping most of the time due to the medicine's effect. and i felt feverish for the entire day.
booooooooooo. there won't be a next time. never again.
i don't care. if i'm not well tomorrow, i'm going to get my mc from the doctor.
booooooooooo. there won't be a next time. never again.
i don't care. if i'm not well tomorrow, i'm going to get my mc from the doctor.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i don't see any reason for you to lie to me. if you want something, just tell me directly. i rather you tell me now than wait for me to find out later.
in short, i just hate liars.
in short, i just hate liars.
i hate falling sick at the wrong period of time. boooooooo.
felt feverish when i woke up this morning. thus, missed training once again, and also missed heading over to bedok to support teammates in their finals. i'm sorry):
by hook or by crook, i must make it down to school for land training tomorrow to make up for the two sea trainings that i had missed! really really determined this time round.
felt feverish when i woke up this morning. thus, missed training once again, and also missed heading over to bedok to support teammates in their finals. i'm sorry):
by hook or by crook, i must make it down to school for land training tomorrow to make up for the two sea trainings that i had missed! really really determined this time round.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
stupid cough. stupid flu.
decided to give training a miss because of this.
but i will train tomorrow la.
anyways, to those who participated in MR500, i'm really sorry that i couldn't make it down to support you all for your race today. i'll make it down for your finals tomorrow eh!(:
decided to give training a miss because of this.
but i will train tomorrow la.
anyways, to those who participated in MR500, i'm really sorry that i couldn't make it down to support you all for your race today. i'll make it down for your finals tomorrow eh!(:
Thursday, March 26, 2009
yesterday was really a bad day for me.
at least it managed to turn for the better today(:
nowadays, i totally hate taking the train. typical singaporeans lah. so kiasu, always don't let me out first. whenever i reached my destination, i've to say "Excuse me" for like so many times then they'll let me out. and only yesterday, a lady who is in front of me, kept moving behind when there was alot of space in front of her. the feeling's like..you're in the centre and being surrounded by 3 giants. what the fish.
omg. my mood is so bad recently that vulgarities have started to come out from my mouth.
boooooooo. today's better but i can feel myself falling sick soon. sore throat, running nose. boooooo.
i've been running out of cash recently. ya, the best thing is that i've got no idea where did i spend all my money on. oh gosh. most probably it's all those food? i dunno. boooo.
the happiest thing that happen today is that i came to realise that it is friday tomorrow! yay!
(: (:
at least it managed to turn for the better today(:
nowadays, i totally hate taking the train. typical singaporeans lah. so kiasu, always don't let me out first. whenever i reached my destination, i've to say "Excuse me" for like so many times then they'll let me out. and only yesterday, a lady who is in front of me, kept moving behind when there was alot of space in front of her. the feeling's like..you're in the centre and being surrounded by 3 giants. what the fish.
omg. my mood is so bad recently that vulgarities have started to come out from my mouth.
boooooooo. today's better but i can feel myself falling sick soon. sore throat, running nose. boooooo.
i've been running out of cash recently. ya, the best thing is that i've got no idea where did i spend all my money on. oh gosh. most probably it's all those food? i dunno. boooo.
the happiest thing that happen today is that i came to realise that it is friday tomorrow! yay!
(: (:
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
wake up.
bread with nutella plus subway cookie.
office.
fried bee hoon.
office.
bak kut teh.
office.
paintball.
kfc.
home.
ya, i'm thankful that i've got colleagues who fetch me home. thanks(:
ya, i'm thankful that i've got colleagues who fetch me home. thanks(:
i'm tired like shit. my body is aching all over and i can hardly straighten my arms. i can't even tie my hair properly. yes, i know that everyone is in the same state as me but i still can't stop complaining. it has become a so called "routine" for me. so please, bear with me.
maybe i shall start to gym/swim/run/train more often so that i wouldn't suffer that much for trainings anymore.
Boooooooo You.
Dear Gary Chin,
BOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Even those stuff that we did were very ordinary, Sunday was really a great day spent with you. at least we managed to did some catching up, and bitch around. that's our strength, san ba ;P bring me juicier news when i meet you the next time all right?!!
and, thank you for accompanying me over to sim lim to check the quotations for the camera(: Thanks for the hello panda too(: oh ya, many thanks for not leaving me alone even though you're with quek(:
i guess we'll meet up really soon? perhaps friday? a simple dinner and a short pool session will be good enough(: of course, don't like because of me then never go out with quek hor. later he jealous again! HAHA.hahaha. maybe i shall just stop here.
take care and see you soon!(:
take care and see you soon!(:
Yours Sincerely,
Jerry Liew
Monday, March 23, 2009
stay tuned for more updates.
(:
Saturday, March 21, 2009
xiaojieli, i'm serious this time. one more time and off you go!!
lappie gave me problems again and i've to waste two whole hours reformating it.
tsktsk.
oh my.. my mood swings today are really damn terrible. i flare up at the smallest things. and for now, i would like to state that i really hate people making assumptions without even asking/knowing what is going on. if there is anything, just ask la! it's not as if i will eat you(:
the weather is damn hot. aircon please!
lappie gave me problems again and i've to waste two whole hours reformating it.
tsktsk.
oh my.. my mood swings today are really damn terrible. i flare up at the smallest things. and for now, i would like to state that i really hate people making assumptions without even asking/knowing what is going on. if there is anything, just ask la! it's not as if i will eat you(:
the weather is damn hot. aircon please!
Friday, March 20, 2009
this stupid uncle slammed the hand grip onto my head when i was alighting the bus today. plus i wasn't in the best of mood and was having a terrible headache already. tmd, i slap you then you know ah!(aiya, say only!)
yeah, i'm going training tomorrow. ah yang, wake up call for me ah!!! i say thank you first(:
anyways, i'm scared of working alone already. recently got so many gangsters walking here and there. and today, the tuition teacher told us that there were a few guys beating a girl up in the afternoon. they were friends i think? maybe they feel that she did something wrong? i got no idea. she kena slap and i think those guys used a penknife and cut her or something cos i heard she was bleeding. omg, it's going to leave a big and ugly scar behind. omg, it's really scary.
yeah, i'm going training tomorrow. ah yang, wake up call for me ah!!! i say thank you first(:
anyways, i'm scared of working alone already. recently got so many gangsters walking here and there. and today, the tuition teacher told us that there were a few guys beating a girl up in the afternoon. they were friends i think? maybe they feel that she did something wrong? i got no idea. she kena slap and i think those guys used a penknife and cut her or something cos i heard she was bleeding. omg, it's going to leave a big and ugly scar behind. omg, it's really scary.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
"Just because you make a mistake doesn't mean you are a mistake."
-Georgette Mosbacher
really true(:
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
heck, my back is hurting so much that i couldn't even walk properly.
headed over to somerset after work today with shi hua. and met up with my mommy and sister over there. for shopping of course!!(: oh, and i saw teh li jun there. such a coincidence.
finally, i've gotten myself that adidas backpack that i've been eyeing for ever since ah yang showed me. yup, plus a top and some stuff for my face. it's really time to take care of my face/body. ever since attachment starts, i feel that my skin is all dry and i'm getting panda eyes already. omg, i don't want to feel so old anymore.
it'll be another long day tomorrow again.
bye!
headed over to somerset after work today with shi hua. and met up with my mommy and sister over there. for shopping of course!!(: oh, and i saw teh li jun there. such a coincidence.
finally, i've gotten myself that adidas backpack that i've been eyeing for ever since ah yang showed me. yup, plus a top and some stuff for my face. it's really time to take care of my face/body. ever since attachment starts, i feel that my skin is all dry and i'm getting panda eyes already. omg, i don't want to feel so old anymore.
it'll be another long day tomorrow again.
bye!
surprised(:
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
"EXCESSIVE CONSUMPTION MAY PRODUCE LAXATIVE EFFECT."
oh shit. i totally forgot about this and consumed a box of Lakerol and i think it's starting to take effect on me. stupid me. roar.
but anyways, RESULTS ARE OUT.
and i'm quite surprised with it? maybe teacher mark leniently lor. but still, very happy la! at least i've improved and there is now a three in front of my overall GPA(:
no other intentions. i just want to leave at least some good memories in my blog(:
oh shit. i totally forgot about this and consumed a box of Lakerol and i think it's starting to take effect on me. stupid me. roar.
but anyways, RESULTS ARE OUT.
and i'm quite surprised with it? maybe teacher mark leniently lor. but still, very happy la! at least i've improved and there is now a three in front of my overall GPA(:
Intro to Marketing- B+
Data Structures & Algorithm- A
Operating System & Management- B+
Internet Programming- B+
Web Design and Development- B+
Electronic Communications- A
Computing Maths 2- A
Web Portal Development Project- B
Communication Skills 2- B
Data Structures & Algorithm- A
Operating System & Management- B+
Internet Programming- B+
Web Design and Development- B+
Electronic Communications- A
Computing Maths 2- A
Web Portal Development Project- B
Communication Skills 2- B
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GPA for Semester 2 08/09: 3.55
Overall GPA: 3.096
Overall GPA: 3.096
no other intentions. i just want to leave at least some good memories in my blog(:
Sunday, March 15, 2009
bah, i bet you're not interested in this post at all.
oh my tian.
WGM no more, due to some copyright claim by MBC America):
if you've got any lobang on where i can watch this, tell me okay!
due to all this, i've to change my plan to watching Boys Before Flowers for the sake of seeing Kim Hyun Joong. fyi, that's the korean version of F4. the guys there are much better looking than the chinese version. i haven't completed watching the jap version one though. hahaha.
gonna get dinner soon. taste of thailand, wait for me!!(:
oh my tian.
WGM no more, due to some copyright claim by MBC America):
if you've got any lobang on where i can watch this, tell me okay!
due to all this, i've to change my plan to watching Boys Before Flowers for the sake of seeing Kim Hyun Joong. fyi, that's the korean version of F4. the guys there are much better looking than the chinese version. i haven't completed watching the jap version one though. hahaha.
gonna get dinner soon. taste of thailand, wait for me!!(:
i think i'll give you the shock of my life when i mention this.
here it goes... watashi proudly said that, "I WATCH TWO GHOST MOVIES YESTERDAY."*applause* obviously it was with my family members duh. and surprisingly, it wasn't as scary as i expected sia! for those who knows me well, i think you'll know that i would rather die than to watch this kind of movie. LOL.
oh, it's raining again. maybe i shall hit the gym for a run later to make up for all those trainings that i'd missed.
here it goes... watashi proudly said that, "I WATCH TWO GHOST MOVIES YESTERDAY."*applause* obviously it was with my family members duh. and surprisingly, it wasn't as scary as i expected sia! for those who knows me well, i think you'll know that i would rather die than to watch this kind of movie. LOL.
oh, it's raining again. maybe i shall hit the gym for a run later to make up for all those trainings that i'd missed.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
sometimes, things aren't complicated but i chose to anyhow think and made them complicated.
anyways, i did something damn retarded before i went to sleep yesterday. i duno, but i think it was a little stupid? haha.
i'm starting to dread things easily now, in whatever i do or think.
and over at dinner with family today, one of the topic we discussed was about death. then i told my sister nonsense like, "when i die, burn me this one and also that..". the whole conversation was quite funny. hahahaha. talking about death, i'm really damn afraid. i know it's a stage that we've to pass through but i can't stop worrying. like even if i die(*touchwood*), i also want to die peacefully. i think i'm really damn nonsensical, i still so young yet think of all this :/
i duno how i did it, but i shed off 3kg already leh! i guess 60kg will be good enough for me?(:
and omg, i just talked about reducing my weight, and now, i want to go find rubbish to eat again. omg.
oh! it's man united versus liverpool today. and omg, liverpool is leading by 3-1 now. is man united really that bad? gosh.
anyways, i did something damn retarded before i went to sleep yesterday. i duno, but i think it was a little stupid? haha.
i'm starting to dread things easily now, in whatever i do or think.
and over at dinner with family today, one of the topic we discussed was about death. then i told my sister nonsense like, "when i die, burn me this one and also that..". the whole conversation was quite funny. hahahaha. talking about death, i'm really damn afraid. i know it's a stage that we've to pass through but i can't stop worrying. like even if i die(*touchwood*), i also want to die peacefully. i think i'm really damn nonsensical, i still so young yet think of all this :/
i duno how i did it, but i shed off 3kg already leh! i guess 60kg will be good enough for me?(:
and omg, i just talked about reducing my weight, and now, i want to go find rubbish to eat again. omg.
oh! it's man united versus liverpool today. and omg, liverpool is leading by 3-1 now. is man united really that bad? gosh.
Friday, March 13, 2009
tired mentally and physically. i guess i need a good rest over the weekends.
and ya, maybe i shan't care anymore. i shall just put everything to a stop.
gary chinnnnnnn, faster come online leh! i got alot of things to tell you!!):
and ya, maybe i shan't care anymore. i shall just put everything to a stop.
gary chinnnnnnn, faster come online leh! i got alot of things to tell you!!):
day four.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
stuck at the RC working now.
and i'm tired like shit. the feeling sucks. i can barely open my eyes at all. a whole fifty three more days to go. OH NO! i almost forgot that there is FYP after this attachment. so i'll have no rest at all, for six months and it goes the same for everyone. this is shit mann. i don't know what to say, but just jia you.
how many trainings did i missed already? omg. and i might become like my hamster soon, so fat. nevermind. cos i'll make ah yang swim with me when i'm free! that's what your goggles are for okay!(: and talking about training, i might choose to forgo training the coming week. i got no idea. got to think through and decide again.
yeah, got to go. do a little research on my stuff and then head for bed.
bye.
and i'm tired like shit. the feeling sucks. i can barely open my eyes at all. a whole fifty three more days to go. OH NO! i almost forgot that there is FYP after this attachment. so i'll have no rest at all, for six months and it goes the same for everyone. this is shit mann. i don't know what to say, but just jia you.
how many trainings did i missed already? omg. and i might become like my hamster soon, so fat. nevermind. cos i'll make ah yang swim with me when i'm free! that's what your goggles are for okay!(: and talking about training, i might choose to forgo training the coming week. i got no idea. got to think through and decide again.
yeah, got to go. do a little research on my stuff and then head for bed.
bye.
day one.
Monday, March 9, 2009
while waiting for my hair to dry, i shall use this chance to blog.
the amount of complains go on forever but i'm still doing it.
i'm going to turn into a robot soon. or rather, i think i'm one now.
first day of work wasn't too bad after all. the only thing that i'm happy about is that i got posted to somewhere around sembawang/admiralty(: (WHO'S JEALOUS?)
and tomorrow will be double sessions of work. attachment and then RC. sorry, i money-faced!
there's 56 more days to go, excluding weekends and public holidays. i can't wait mann. it'll be over soon.
the amount of complains go on forever but i'm still doing it.
i'm going to turn into a robot soon. or rather, i think i'm one now.
first day of work wasn't too bad after all. the only thing that i'm happy about is that i got posted to somewhere around sembawang/admiralty(: (WHO'S JEALOUS?)
and tomorrow will be double sessions of work. attachment and then RC. sorry, i money-faced!
there's 56 more days to go, excluding weekends and public holidays. i can't wait mann. it'll be over soon.
another boring post.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
i've to wake up at six plus tomorrow. my tian. how long i haven't been doing that already?
i can't imagine squeezing with the others in the train till it reaches somerset. i'm scared and nervous. i'll have a hard time sleeping again. and even before i start work, i'm already dreading it. how am i suppose to survive for the next 57 days? tian ah.
people, wish me good luck!(:
i can't imagine squeezing with the others in the train till it reaches somerset. i'm scared and nervous. i'll have a hard time sleeping again. and even before i start work, i'm already dreading it. how am i suppose to survive for the next 57 days? tian ah.
people, wish me good luck!(:
38(:
it's san ba day today. it's around three months past my birthday and now, it's neighbour's turn already! i've got no idea this is going to be my how many times wishing you, but still..
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AH YANG!!!:D
happy anot?! HAHAHAHA.
hope you love the presents!:D
hope you love the presents!:D
Friday, March 6, 2009
i hope __________________. yes, i really do.
i've got no idea what i should do after training tomorrow.
no plans at all. it's going to be damn boring. perhaps, i should just rot at home. maybe just a nice dinner with my family?(:
I'M SO HUNGRY NOW!!
i've got no idea what i should do after training tomorrow.
no plans at all. it's going to be damn boring. perhaps, i should just rot at home. maybe just a nice dinner with my family?(:
I'M SO HUNGRY NOW!!
i don't see the need of you telling things to the whole wide world.
is that something that you really want everyone to know?
is that something that you really want everyone to know?
till then.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
it might be six months before we meet again my dear friends.
i don't like this feeling. it seems like we won't ever see each other again. i'm really going to miss all my friends, whether they are lecture mates or classmates. i'll miss the fun we've together, especially the past two gatherings we had. remember to call me out okay? don't be such a workaholic. at least try to meet up whenever the few of us are free. and if you need someone to rant to, just pick up your phone and give watashi a call hor.
recently, i find it damn hard to be happy. perhaps it's the rainy weather? i really don't like wet weather. it's equivalent to pms. it's so horrible and bring my mood down totally. rawr.
i don't like this feeling. it seems like we won't ever see each other again. i'm really going to miss all my friends, whether they are lecture mates or classmates. i'll miss the fun we've together, especially the past two gatherings we had. remember to call me out okay? don't be such a workaholic. at least try to meet up whenever the few of us are free. and if you need someone to rant to, just pick up your phone and give watashi a call hor.
recently, i find it damn hard to be happy. perhaps it's the rainy weather? i really don't like wet weather. it's equivalent to pms. it's so horrible and bring my mood down totally. rawr.
not looking forward.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
headed over to school today for my IAP briefing. so starting from monday, i'll get stuck in the Singapore Power Building- SP PowerGrid Ltd for the next three months. ya, the company that manages your electricity and whatever. i just hope that i can do everything well and get along with my colleagues. and after this whole thing is over, i've to head back to school on the very next weekday to start with my FYP. i think i'm going to complain a hell lot during the next 6 months. the only thing that i'm looking forward to willl be the holidays after everything is over. i seriously can't wait.
another four more days before nightmare comes. omg. i better enjoy myself to the fullest!
another four more days before nightmare comes. omg. i better enjoy myself to the fullest!
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
it's over.
Monday, March 2, 2009
this terrible headache is killing me. i think i'm going to pop a panadol into my mouth and head for bed soon.
tomorrow programme is all planned out. swimming in the morning, out in the afternoon to get somebody's present, and then work at night. okay, it is tiring but at least i won't get bored. and it's really time to get rid of all my fats!(for how long i've been saying this already?!)
tomorrow programme is all planned out. swimming in the morning, out in the afternoon to get somebody's present, and then work at night. okay, it is tiring but at least i won't get bored. and it's really time to get rid of all my fats!(for how long i've been saying this already?!)
neverending.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
time checked: 12.50AM
decided to take a nap in the afternoon. didn't expect that i'll sleep that so many hours and woke up only at eleven plus, which was an hour ago. all those sleep loss that i had for the past few days, they are really terrible. it's time to adjust back, i don't want to kill myself anymore.
my face is burning, my body is burning. i've to set the aircon to sixteen degrees before i can start to cool down. the burn from friday is totally killing me. i regretted not putting sunblock.
anyways, i got reminded by someone that i should do like what i'm thinking or saying, instead of contradicting myself. i shouldn't be complaining and ending up doing things the other way round. that would be really irritating. i've to follow my true feelings. it's time that i should do something about it, otherwise, this vicious cycle will never ever stop.
it's time i say hello to my beauty sleep. time to recover all my sleep loss.
bye bye.
decided to take a nap in the afternoon. didn't expect that i'll sleep that so many hours and woke up only at eleven plus, which was an hour ago. all those sleep loss that i had for the past few days, they are really terrible. it's time to adjust back, i don't want to kill myself anymore.
my face is burning, my body is burning. i've to set the aircon to sixteen degrees before i can start to cool down. the burn from friday is totally killing me. i regretted not putting sunblock.
anyways, i got reminded by someone that i should do like what i'm thinking or saying, instead of contradicting myself. i shouldn't be complaining and ending up doing things the other way round. that would be really irritating. i've to follow my true feelings. it's time that i should do something about it, otherwise, this vicious cycle will never ever stop.
it's time i say hello to my beauty sleep. time to recover all my sleep loss.
bye bye.
