weekend just gone like this. i've done nothing much but my troubles seem to have double up. don't ask me why cos i'm still searching for the reason. oh my tian. i'm damn dumb. i don't even know myself well enough.
i hate to make empty promises. especially to my close friends.
it's just.. aiya! i don't know how to elaborate also leh. haha.
got to go!
shucks! i can't find my stuff!
MORE TROUBLES.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
TEMPTATIONS.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
it's time for me to run away from temptations. i seriously need to.
rubbish had been entering into my stomach non-stop. pepsi, potato chips, blah blah blah.
super sinful! i before stop all this nonsense before my boat starts to sink
all the whole, i've been spending quite alot on unwanted stuff. that i'll never have any cash left in my wallet at the end of the week. quite crazy huh. i better start saving up now! cos i don't want to go home empty-handed when i go shopping the next time round(:
rubbish had been entering into my stomach non-stop. pepsi, potato chips, blah blah blah.
super sinful! i before stop all this nonsense before my boat starts to sink
all the whole, i've been spending quite alot on unwanted stuff. that i'll never have any cash left in my wallet at the end of the week. quite crazy huh. i better start saving up now! cos i don't want to go home empty-handed when i go shopping the next time round(:
KEEP EVERYTHING TO MYSELF.
well... sometimes i wish i had the courage.
SUAY DAY.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
laptop serviced not long ago. and now it's the charger's turn to bully me. SUAY.
handphone serviced not long ago but it started to go crazy again. SUAY.
totally crap. things always spoil in my hands and it's always at the SAME time. i guess my things hate the way i treat them. okay! from today onwards, i'll learn to shower them with love and care(:
and i saw that stupid frog teacher today. HOW SUAY CAN I GET?!
last thursday training before night class comes back to life next week. i'm starting to ache already. although it was mentally and physically tiring, it was quite shiok cos i get to pespire alot and at least burn all my calories away. seriously, sometimes i rather train than attend night class. at least i need not have to face the computer and attend a module which always caused me to be so depressed. oh wells, what choice do i have?
YAY-NESS! meeting up with the babes and webcaming with cherie tomorrow!(: i totally can't wait! time please fly faster can?
i can feel the sleepiness setting in already. buay tahan. i need to fall asleep now!
handphone serviced not long ago but it started to go crazy again. SUAY.
totally crap. things always spoil in my hands and it's always at the SAME time. i guess my things hate the way i treat them. okay! from today onwards, i'll learn to shower them with love and care(:
and i saw that stupid frog teacher today. HOW SUAY CAN I GET?!
last thursday training before night class comes back to life next week. i'm starting to ache already. although it was mentally and physically tiring, it was quite shiok cos i get to pespire alot and at least burn all my calories away. seriously, sometimes i rather train than attend night class. at least i need not have to face the computer and attend a module which always caused me to be so depressed. oh wells, what choice do i have?
YAY-NESS! meeting up with the babes and webcaming with cherie tomorrow!(: i totally can't wait! time please fly faster can?
i can feel the sleepiness setting in already. buay tahan. i need to fall asleep now!
BLOGSKIN CHANGED(:
time checked: 1:00AM
TADAH!
my new blogskin. finally(:
it's been long since i blogged about training.
back to k1 since last week. i know i'm improving. i still need that power. i don't believe that i can't do it. i'm sure i'm going to achieve my goal one day. TRAIN HARD JELLY!
and it was an exception yesterday. k2-ed with liling for training since there was a shortage of k1. it was nice rowing with you(:
meeting up with clique for projects 11 hours later!
shucks! i'm already running out of time to sleep!
sayonara.
TADAH!
my new blogskin. finally(:
it's been long since i blogged about training.
back to k1 since last week. i know i'm improving. i still need that power. i don't believe that i can't do it. i'm sure i'm going to achieve my goal one day. TRAIN HARD JELLY!
and it was an exception yesterday. k2-ed with liling for training since there was a shortage of k1. it was nice rowing with you(:
meeting up with clique for projects 11 hours later!
shucks! i'm already running out of time to sleep!
sayonara.
IN NEED OF BLOGSKIN.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
IN SEARCH FOR BLOGSKINS.
which is the nicest?
help comment at the tagboard(no.1-5). thanks(:
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which is the nicest?
help comment at the tagboard(no.1-5). thanks(:
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FRIENDSHIP.
common test fever has subsided! YAY!
for the past 4 days, i'm sitting there worrying for my tests and mugging like crazy. thanks to my last minute studying. hurhur... whatever isit, i'm free now! i can now turn on the aircon, lie on my comfy bed, repeat my favourite songs over and over again, and sleep like nobody business. oh crap.. work is always never-ending. i still have projects to complete. BIG BOO to projects...):
oh well, at least there is a short period of time for me to rest and relax before school resumes next week. so i should be happy and enjoying the short break instead(:
okay. a sudden mood swing in me. i can't tolerate anymore. i need to throw everything off my chest. i'm erupting soon. for privacy purpose, i'll just name that person as SOMEBODY.
SOMEBODY just don't treasure friendship, taking friends for granted. one minute you can be nice to a person and the next minute, your attitude totally change. no wonder all your friends chose to leave you. you're selfish, always putting yourself in the 1st place. instead of admitting your mistakes, you'll push the blame to others, thinking that you're always right. it always seems that the whole world have done you wrong, always making people to apologies to you and forcing people to say what they don't wish to say. and when friends don't do what you want, you'll just flare up and bombard them with vulgarities. this is totally ridiculous! i've been a victim and i chose to keep quiet and tolerate you all the time. i'm no angry, just disappointed. out of so many friends, you're the only one giving me this attitude. i can find so many loopholes in you. i can just go on and on like nobody's business but i'm going to save the rest of you to reflect yourself. this time, you're forcing me to give up this friendship between us. it's impossible for me to forgive you after all you've done. find me only when you realise your mistakes. but i guess you never will. goodbye my friend..
if you're that SOMEBODY reading this post, please scram off and reflect on what you've done. i don't welcome you in my blog anymore. you're BLACKLISTED!
phew. and i feel so much better now!
i must be happy like this(:
for the past 4 days, i'm sitting there worrying for my tests and mugging like crazy. thanks to my last minute studying. hurhur... whatever isit, i'm free now! i can now turn on the aircon, lie on my comfy bed, repeat my favourite songs over and over again, and sleep like nobody business. oh crap.. work is always never-ending. i still have projects to complete. BIG BOO to projects...):
oh well, at least there is a short period of time for me to rest and relax before school resumes next week. so i should be happy and enjoying the short break instead(:
okay. a sudden mood swing in me. i can't tolerate anymore. i need to throw everything off my chest. i'm erupting soon. for privacy purpose, i'll just name that person as SOMEBODY.
SOMEBODY just don't treasure friendship, taking friends for granted. one minute you can be nice to a person and the next minute, your attitude totally change. no wonder all your friends chose to leave you. you're selfish, always putting yourself in the 1st place. instead of admitting your mistakes, you'll push the blame to others, thinking that you're always right. it always seems that the whole world have done you wrong, always making people to apologies to you and forcing people to say what they don't wish to say. and when friends don't do what you want, you'll just flare up and bombard them with vulgarities. this is totally ridiculous! i've been a victim and i chose to keep quiet and tolerate you all the time. i'm no angry, just disappointed. out of so many friends, you're the only one giving me this attitude. i can find so many loopholes in you. i can just go on and on like nobody's business but i'm going to save the rest of you to reflect yourself. this time, you're forcing me to give up this friendship between us. it's impossible for me to forgive you after all you've done. find me only when you realise your mistakes. but i guess you never will. goodbye my friend..
if you're that SOMEBODY reading this post, please scram off and reflect on what you've done. i don't welcome you in my blog anymore. you're BLACKLISTED!
phew. and i feel so much better now!
i must be happy like this(:
i choose what i want to be(:
MUGGING MODE.
Monday, June 23, 2008
will be in MUGGING MODE.
i'll blog again once common test is over!
for the time being, please make my blog "alive". help click on the advertisements! thank you!
i'll blog again once common test is over!
for the time being, please make my blog "alive". help click on the advertisements! thank you!
GOING CRAZY.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
DDI spoil my day))):
i really feel like burning my notes and drink it up.
i really feel like burning my notes and drink it up.
MISTAKES.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
i realised i always do things at the wrong time. those itchy hands of mine. tsk!
oh well, forget it.
slap me please! i took a nap not long ago and was thinking why my alarm wouldn't ring when the sky is already so dark. then i took a look at my phone and realised i set it as 7.30AM. how clever can i get? i'm super duper dumb la. if i didn't wake up at all, it means i've got only tomorrow to study, which means good game for common tests mann. phew! thank god.
oh. i've been suffering from insomnia for the past few days and my appetite has been quite small lately. suffering from depression? NAH! how can it be?!
all right. training tomorrow and i seriously need to get back on my books now.
bye!
keep trying and trying.
oh well, forget it.
slap me please! i took a nap not long ago and was thinking why my alarm wouldn't ring when the sky is already so dark. then i took a look at my phone and realised i set it as 7.30AM. how clever can i get? i'm super duper dumb la. if i didn't wake up at all, it means i've got only tomorrow to study, which means good game for common tests mann. phew! thank god.
oh. i've been suffering from insomnia for the past few days and my appetite has been quite small lately. suffering from depression? NAH! how can it be?!
all right. training tomorrow and i seriously need to get back on my books now.
bye!
keep trying and trying.
I'M DEAD.
Friday, June 20, 2008
officially pronounced dead.
woke up at 1 plus, lunch-ed and decided to be a hardworking girl.
DDI is really driving me crazy that i need to take a break now. i've been stuck at the same chapter for the past few hours yet i still can't find the answers to my questions.
this is what happen when laziness crept over me. last minute studying. i must be dreaming all the while, thinking that i'll be able to cope with everything. now i start to regret and complain like a mad woman. crap!
all right, no time to waste.
back to mugging!
anyway, if there is any genius who is willing to spare me 1/4 of your brain for free, please contact me hor! thank you ar!
woke up at 1 plus, lunch-ed and decided to be a hardworking girl.
DDI is really driving me crazy that i need to take a break now. i've been stuck at the same chapter for the past few hours yet i still can't find the answers to my questions.
this is what happen when laziness crept over me. last minute studying. i must be dreaming all the while, thinking that i'll be able to cope with everything. now i start to regret and complain like a mad woman. crap!
all right, no time to waste.
back to mugging!
anyway, if there is any genius who is willing to spare me 1/4 of your brain for free, please contact me hor! thank you ar!
DEEP, DEEP TROUBLE.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
FREAK! i'm in deep trouble. common tests is next week and i've not prepared yet. and when i'm about to touch my books, a terrible headache is coming in my way. i can't even concentrate. how great isit?!..
arghs. guess i just have to wake up early tomorrow to study.
tomorrow will be packed with revision, RAD makeup lesson and training. it's going to be a long day again. i seriously need rest now.
my bed is calling for me! nights!
arghs. guess i just have to wake up early tomorrow to study.
tomorrow will be packed with revision, RAD makeup lesson and training. it's going to be a long day again. i seriously need rest now.
my bed is calling for me! nights!
DETERMINATION(:
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
that day is going to come.
i will be strong. i will not give up.
i shall not stop trying till i succeed.
i will be strong. i will not give up.
i shall not stop trying till i succeed.
HOME SWEET HOME(:
Monday, June 16, 2008
HOME SWEET HOME(:
NOT IN SPORE.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
AWAY FROM SINGAPORE TILL MONDAY!
for the time being, be a kind soul and help click when an advertisement is up! thanks!
okay. got to go! miss me yeah?
TILL THEN!(:
for the time being, be a kind soul and help click when an advertisement is up! thanks!
okay. got to go! miss me yeah?
TILL THEN!(:
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY.
Monday, June 9, 2008
oh well, it's a brand new day. NWCC is over. i shall put yesterday behind and move on(:
i'll train even harder for the upcoming races and not disappoint myself all over again.
and yep.. well done girls!
finally, it's the 2 weeks STUDY break! but it's like a time for me to slack i think. i can be glued to the tv the entire day and sleep for all i want. i guess i won't touch my notes till the last few days of break. tsk!
the thought of everything that is coming is causing me to be super duper high. i can't wait for this coming thursday mann! and the meetups with ckc and clique! the whole thing is going to be so fun! WOOHOO~
it's 10.15AM now and i'm awake. it's so rare. i think i'm already used to waking up early already. whatever! all ritey.. now i feel the tiredness in me. back to my lala land again! nights!
i'll train even harder for the upcoming races and not disappoint myself all over again.
and yep.. well done girls!
finally, it's the 2 weeks STUDY break! but it's like a time for me to slack i think. i can be glued to the tv the entire day and sleep for all i want. i guess i won't touch my notes till the last few days of break. tsk!
the thought of everything that is coming is causing me to be super duper high. i can't wait for this coming thursday mann! and the meetups with ckc and clique! the whole thing is going to be so fun! WOOHOO~
it's 10.15AM now and i'm awake. it's so rare. i think i'm already used to waking up early already. whatever! all ritey.. now i feel the tiredness in me. back to my lala land again! nights!
NWCC IS COMING.
Friday, June 6, 2008
time checked: 7:18PM
left with less than 15 hours.
left with less than 15 hours.
DO NOT DISTURB. PSYCHOING IN PROCESS.
Time checked: 1:29AM
i'm still awake. it's going to be a day of mental preparation for me at home.
i can't believe it. the race is just tomorrow!
i'm scared. but at least the phone call with my partner calmed me down a little.
since just now, i've been reminding myself that i mustn't be scared at all.
i must have the confidence.
i must be aggressive.
i must remember not to overpull.
i must twist.
i must motivate my partner.
i must FOCUS!!!
we've trained so hard for this race. there is nothing to lose already. let's give it all out! no regrets(: jia you girls!
okay. off to bed!
oyasuminasai~
oh well..the nuffnang thing is a little out of place. i'm just testing it out. don't be bothered with it.
rarr! i'm trying to find some stuff to bitch about! and that's highly impossible for a person like me ;p
i'm still awake. it's going to be a day of mental preparation for me at home.
i can't believe it. the race is just tomorrow!
i'm scared. but at least the phone call with my partner calmed me down a little.
since just now, i've been reminding myself that i mustn't be scared at all.
i must have the confidence.
i must be aggressive.
i must remember not to overpull.
i must twist.
i must motivate my partner.
i must FOCUS!!!
we've trained so hard for this race. there is nothing to lose already. let's give it all out! no regrets(: jia you girls!
okay. off to bed!
oyasuminasai~
oh well..the nuffnang thing is a little out of place. i'm just testing it out. don't be bothered with it.
rarr! i'm trying to find some stuff to bitch about! and that's highly impossible for a person like me ;p
TRAIN HARDER(:
Monday, June 2, 2008
mel oh mel..
well. how can i describe training at macritchie yesterday? damn shiok. first time ever, no capsize!(: we're not very fast but at least i've the confidence now. the bestest training indeed. i need to be aggressive!
it's hell week. super pressurized with everything that is going around me. i can't even set my priorities right. gosh. wish me good luck. i just hope for the best mann. anybody bother to cheer me up with a strawberry-cream lollipop? i bet you'll say "no thanks!". confirm, chop stamp. haha(:
2 tests to clear tomorrow! shall stop my nonsense. gotta touch my books now. sayonara!
