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WORLDOFMYOWN-JELLY@BS
My Thoughts, My World.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

going BONKERS soon!
PROJECTs, PROJECTs & PROJECTs...
down wif a few more.
1. IAD
2. PMP
3. GD
4. DEP lab report
totally hate PMP. the tcher jus' sux. comeon'....do tt to mi again if u dare!
IAD. i can jus' die. luckily gt extension for mi den can hand in on fri. starting it tmr.
STRESS!i hate tis.

HOLIDAYS r best! i love it.
cant wait for nxt wk to come.

i noe some of u ppl are going BONKERS c-ing my posts bout JAY.
esp MEL!
SRY! i cant control it.
YEAH! Jay's collector album out tmr. bee & jocex r going down to collect it for mi.
thx gals(:
i regretted nt going to c him on mon & tue:( i saw the news. he is damn SHUAI de lo!
i wan to go for the sch uniform tea dance! i missed it to:(
i really hope tt i will manage to get the disc or i will kill myself!

JELLY



Monday, July 30, 2007

PROJECTs ON the GO....:((


Sunday, July 29, 2007

JAY will be reaching spore tmr!
i'm so EXCITED!(:

but i cant go tmr!
had to sacrifice JAY due to kayak training. OMG! everyting is in the wrong TIMING lahs!
2 yrs ago, i didnt get to c him. tis time i will oso MISS him!
JAY's COLLECTOR CD for SECRET will be out on wed! i cant wait to collect tt disc!

went jocex house. slack dere.
thx for the food by the way. OH! i mux be oso careful wif my words.
or my jay's collector disc will be gone!
hahahs.

JELLY



anyways, i almost forget.
GALs, had damn lots of fun wif u all ytd!
esp the steamboat. my prawn is piling up! jocex, rmb nt to let mi hav the chance to snatch yr quail egg de next time. hahahas...
Ciaos~...



i'm SOOoooooooo damn tired.
tt i slept from 6 to 11pm.
5 hrs of continuous slping. damn 'shuang'!

went on the T2 wif mel today. cos coach wan to observe our strokes.
finally we can sort of go straight in tt kayak. nt bad. still rmb 1st time when i & mel took tis T2, we cant move straight at all!
did 30 laps.
well done, mel!

PROJECTS nt done yet!
1.CCT report
2.IAD
3.PMP miniproject
4.GD miniproject
so many! i can jus drop dead & die!

JELLY


ELVIN NG (:
Friday, July 27, 2007


4 NYP Kayaking gals wif ELVIN NG (:


WOOTS~! Elvin came to my sch for the "HEY GORGEOUS!" show today!
damn high la! he's juz so HOT!
Finally, after 3 chances we manage to took the photo wif him!
intially we can complete by the 2nd chance. somehow. some1 dun even noe how to use a camera & mess everyting up! realli sux!

nvm. since i gt a chance to take a pic wif him. i will forget bout tis.
cos he's so HOT! i love his eyes! can 'dian shi wo'(:

going out later in the evening.
gonna hav lots of fun!

JELLY
ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN. ELVIN.



back to my blog.
dunno y i'm damn hell stress although it is onli a report + a few sketches to be handed in 10 hrs later.
Stress, stress, stress!
CCT. i can go die already.
GD. we r suppose to do some sketches. noe wat i did? stared at the ppl & drew onli 1 pathetic pic which i traced frm the com. i dunno y. but i'm damn stress up & cant visualise anyting tis time at all. it seems so weird.

futue poly life isn't as easy as tis.
how m i going to cope?

JELLY
wat meant to be yrs, will be yrs.


Thursday, July 26, 2007

i'm damn STRESS!


Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i'm crazy about jay!
tinking bout him all the while. his face, songs, everyting.
getting damn moodless. i jux nid to c him. jux once.

went to cathay to get movie tix for JAY's movie. SECRET.
had been waiting for so long for tis show.
wif a movie tix, i can get giveaways.
quite confused at 1st!
ended i chose giveaway 2 onli which is a collector's item. YEAH!
it's while stock last...so i realli pray tt i can get tt disc!
but i'm soooooooooo sad.
i cant go to the tea dance wif jay & watch the movie wif him:(
how i hope someone would giv mi a movie ticket for the movie premiere wif jay now.

JAY, JAY, JAY!
i wan 2 c u!

JELLY
i wan jay!




its past midnite already & the results r nt out.

I can faint waiting.


Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Paddles by The Bay rehersal.
at first tot is onli our sch participate onli.
until today then noe gt 300 over ppl participating.
the whole ting was damn short onli la. its like we paddle for less than 1 hr.
get on the doubles wif my very 1st sea training partner, GL.
i rmb tt when we jux started..we went ard in circles! but tis time we can go straight!yeah!
went back sch after tt for lessons.

physical test results nt out yet! i'm so scared.
i hope to be in the team or i can just die!

JOCEX,
JAY is mine la!
OK! we share k? fair enuff..
i realli wan to c him lahs! once in a lifetime!
i wan c him play the piano everyting! watch the premiere wif him! sit beside him.
OMG! i & jocex r getting mad about him!
i cant stand it! lets go find him on monday la!

JELLY


Monday, July 23, 2007

GREAT JOB! to our grp on presentation!
although we were nervous, we did well!
applause for us!:)
we will do better the next time.

had training.
physical fitness test & air paddling for the day.
results will be out for who will be eliminated before midnite.
i dun wan to be eliminated cos i jux love nyp kayaking.
i wan to paddle, paddle & paddle!
my air paddling still jux sux. no matter how hard i try, it still sux.
at least i gave my best shot & i noe i realli had.

Paddles At The Bay tmr.
gonna be fun.
but i'm damn moodless & quite irritated by how the seniors are handling tis event.
ARGH! i jux dun wan to say out.
makes mi more irritated.

all rite. kayak is like part of my life already.
my studies?! of course it is still more impt than kayak:)

JELLY
i wanna eat steamboat!


Sunday, July 22, 2007

OH MY GOSH! i can drop dead now.
PROJECT! the moment i hear tis word i can faint immediately.

presentation tmr.
its juz PD & i'm so scared already.
donno how will i perform tmr. so dead.
pray tt everyting will be fine.

training tmr.
physical fitness test. realli hope to pas thru tis stage.
i hav been in kayak for so long. dun wish to be kick out of the team.
i can juz cry if tt happens.

going to watch my HK drama now.
contd wif my projects later.

JELLY
Stress, stress, stress...:(


Saturday, July 21, 2007

i realli nid a rest!
damn tired. wif all the stuff.
sch work, projects, personal stuff, kayak...

went down to macritchie reservoir to c seniors compete in NCC.
spend the whole day dere c-ing the seniors racing & we were down dere cheering for them.
i tink my seniors did well! round of applause for them!
i'm realli proud being a kayaker. esp a kayaker of NYP!:)
i juz love kayak lots! but studies r still more impt.
hope the xtra 1-day sea training will be on wed. so i could hav more free time on sunday.

JOCEX!
i'm realli realli SRY! for ps-ing u lehs!
dun angry or sad lahs. OK?
SRY:(

JELLY



OH well...
its another day again!
seniors having NCC tmr! going down to mac reservoir to support them.
i have gt less than 7 hrs to slp. meeting mel & jocex at 7.50.
ARGH! i tink i will yawn thousands of times tmr.
i jux yawn like 10 TIMES a few minutes ago.LOL!
gtg slp now. damn tired.
nites!:)


Thursday, July 19, 2007

haven been blogging for the past 2 days.
damn busy wif HMKs & PROJECTs.
oh mann! when can all tis be over?!
its killing me mann...

TUE (17July07)
a long & tiring day for mi! wif lessons till 6 wif onli an hr break. so pathetic. nt enough time to rest at all.

WED (18July07)
quite slack. met frens to complete our projects.
last lecture finish early. so happy.
went buy formal after tt. get my clothes after a long decision.
damn high too. i jux love my classmates. MIT0712 :)

TODAY:
tired. can just drop dead.
did work till midnite ytd until i was too tired to continue & just sleep.
presentation for CCT was OK.
had kayak training.
i simply love it.
instead of circuits, we did gym ourselves w/o the seniors. quite fast actually.
training today is all bout endurance. we gt to ENDURE in order to SUCCESS.
OK. i'm here to announce i'm taking part in NDP. having rehersal nxt wk.
gt to salute to the president wif our paddles.whole ting was quite stupid actually. dunno y they get us to do tis stuff. nvm. it will be a good experience for mi:)
SENIORs too. jia you for yr race. we will be dere to support u.
NYP KAYAKING? YOSH!


Specially for Diana:)
Since Mel had tell u bout her modules, i shall spend some time to tell u bout mine.
course name: MIT-multimedia & infocomm technology.
PD- Personal development
CCT- Creativity & critical thinking
PMP- Programming methodologies & practices
IAD- Internet application development

DCN- Data communications & networking
GD- Graphic design
DE- Digital electronics
DEP- Digital electronics project
Tt's all! so u shld get an idea of wat isit bout already!

SAYONARA!:)
JELLY:)


Monday, July 16, 2007

had normal lessons till 4.
slack in LT till 5 plus den went for kayak training.
my running totally sux. no gym training today. seniors busy training for their NCC.
so sad :(
had lots of fun thou.
played ball games. damn high. my team lose captain ball & had to do the bimbo run.
i m proud of it ok! LOL!
really damn high for the whole day.

felt damn guilty.
so sry JOCEX! & those whom i whack or hurt today!
realli SRY!

gonna suffer in tmr lessons.

damn tired.

JELLY LUV KAYAK=)


Sunday, July 15, 2007

spent the whole day at home. SLEEPING!
it's been so long since i had slept for such a long time.
slept from 2.20pm to 7.45pm.
damn tired.

WOOTs~!
Gym training tmr.
i love it.
JY bahs!
NYP KAYAKING? YOSH!

JELLY JUX LUV KAYAK=)


Saturday, July 14, 2007

sea training. it was good. i love it.
completed 35 laps non-stop. wif breaks of less than a min.
sry for dropping my contacts. hav to use superglue like wat u say. LOL!
we improved. by going straight.
WELL DONE, Melissa!

no sea training next wk.
awww...
miss it mann! but will go down to macritchie reservoir to support my seniors in their NCC.
all the way! NYP KAYAK is the BEST!

paddle, paddle, paddle.
going for the paddle by the bay rehersal on the 24th july.
& i wil missing my lessons. & lab!
oh mann! diff to catch up if i miss my lab. hope everyting will be fine.

went AMK hub after bruch wif kayakers.
walk wif jocex 1st. den meet liu rong & yuan fong to do CCT.
ended up did the layout. the rest. go home do.

OMG! it is until now tt i realised tt almost evry post of mine is bout kayak.
cos i LOVE it too much!
NYP KAYAKING? YOSH!
JELLY



Friday, July 13, 2007

gt lots of tings to blog.
dun be bored.

its a HIGH DAY for mi today
hmm.. it should be it is a HIGH DAY for mi everyday!
HIGH in sch, wif frens, jocex house & my house!
lessons were boring. but still spend most of my time being HIGH no matter where i go.

POOL-ed wif Chin & HuiYi at AMK.
FUN, RELAX, HIGH!
laughing from start till the end.
all rite. i dunno y i was like enemy wif the white ball the last time.
watever ting i do, it has to do wif it.
1) YELLOW OR WHITE?
OH NO! instead of using the white ball to shoot. i use the yellow ball to hit another ball. its so stupid mann. am i blind or smth? Chin & HuiYi laugh like hell!mi 2!
2) FREE BALL
Free ball for mi. went to get the white ball frm the hole. get ready to aim & hit. i didnt realise smth until Chin told mi. i took the blue ball instead!OH MANN! we were laughing like mad ppl tis time.
3) HOLE in "white"[sounds weird]
all rite. tis is more worse. watever ball i hit. the white ball will just go in. i was like WTH! y like tis ars? so funny. tinking of it i will laugh to myself.
PPL(Chin & HuiYi), i noe it is funny but...
PLS DUN LAUGH AT MI!
i noe all of u cant help it but pls. HAHAHAHA!
actually, i m laughing myself too!!HAHAHAHAHA!
OH NO! i m crazy.
even b4 we went off. we jumped ball until my hands r aching now!OUCH!
went AMK hub after POOL-ing. walk walk see see.
den went home. damn tired. legs aching.

tmr is a day i love evry wk! SEA TRAINING!
get to paddle, paddle & paddle.
most importantly. can wear my jersey for the very 1st time. but its BIG!
yeah!"LIFE's SHORT"
so lets all paddle hard tgt!
NYP KAYAYING? YOSH!


JELLY
MAD ABOUT KAYAK..XD


Thursday, July 12, 2007

2.8 km run, circuits of 7 rounds, air paddling.
lanches[dunno how to spell] make mi tired. luckily is alt rounds den hav.
everything was OK.
contacts drop off again. seems like its too dry.
tis contact lens cause mi lots of trouble.
had DOUBLE AIR PADDLING! i love it.
joining in the NYP ROAD RUN. its mine very 1st time competing. quite excited. ALL THE WAY!
yeah! gd news for us! JERSEY is given. quite nice. my sleeve quite big.
if only words like NYP KAYAK or "life's short, paddle hard" were printed. i'll be damn happy.
even thou it's a small logo i wont mind. jux wan to be recognise tt's all!
jocex...realli SRY! hmmm.. actually u r rite in wat u say oso. NYP KAYAK oso will hav ups & downs de. life's like tt. its the fact.

i'm dead.
addicted to a puzzle game.
spent lots of time playing it.

lots of project nid to be handed in the next 2 wks.
all is like nt done?!
stressed.
bitch. pls dun giv mi anymore trouble. i dun wan waste time again.
regretted knowing u. & if u happen to pass by here. i wan to tell u. i can sue u for using my name. u dare. u try again. u will face the consequences. dun tink i dun dare. F****.

i seem to be using vulgaraties tis few day.
i m so guilty bout it.
dun force mi anymore.

JELLY LUVs KAYAK=)
NYP KAYAKING? YOSH!



its past midnite now.
completed my GUI for PMP. nid some improvements thou.
so now i'm sitting here blogging so late.
so gt 2 rewind a bit.

11June07
time in sch pass very fast.
another gone like tis.
had quite lots of fun at Jocex house. i was super HIGH & LAME like wat jocex says la!
everyting i do or c i will jux laugh & laugh.
i'm so CRAZY! OMG!
played games wif her. played audi, o2 jam.
i sux at o2 jam. JOCEX! pls dun laugh at mi anymore.
dun bash mi up too! save it up to bash the fat bitch!
LOL!

sch in less den 7 hrs time.
so sick & tired.
gtg slp now.
NITES!=)

JELLY


Tuesday, July 10, 2007

somethings happen today.
wasnt in good mood at all. neither do i hav an gd appetite for dinner.
jux wan 2 tell u all. i realli did try my best, study but stil get tt lousy results. i m trying to buck up already. serious. i jux nid u all to understand mi. tt's al i nid frm u.

Exams in a mth's time. time pass fast. gt 2 start studying.
or there will be no time left for mi wif all those uncompleted projects, personal stuff & 3 days kayak training.
damn tired.
wif all tis. i would drop dead one day.(touchwood)
lastly,Chin gt to thx u. thx lots!=)

PMP, IAD, CCT, PD....!! ARGH!
so many projects undone!!
i'm dead!

JELLY




REFLECTION...
all rite. my life is in a total mess rite now.
damn stress.

failed my lab test. gt a D+. how m i going to pass my module?
i m jux so lous.
projects undone. forgot to copy my PMP file over.
dont understand wat lecturers r talking. dun even understand a single stuff.
i m jux a failure.
everytime i tell myself i will do well but in the end i done nth at all.
realli feel guilty.
i tink i m wasting my parents $$. i realli let them down.
they gave mi so many tings yet i did all tis stuff.
wat shld i do? how to i get back to the correct path?
whu else can help mi when i cant even save myself?

JELLY
*filled with regret*



OK. its past midnite now.
slping soon.
tink i did well in running today. managed to keep up with their pace & completed the run. 1st time catch up wif them. a great improvement for me. muz work harder! physical fitness test coming soon. JY bahs!
will be training wif the gals tmr. hope the run would be ok.
long day for mi tmr. wan 2 rest.
cya. nites!=)


JELLY LUV KAYAK=)


Monday, July 9, 2007

sry.
IN THE MIDST OF RUSHING LAB REPORT.
will blog later.=)


Sunday, July 8, 2007

meet classmates to do project.
ended up spending more time looking for a stupid powerpoint to charge our lappie.
its like so pathetic. y cant library hav more powerpoint for us to plug in?!
finally found 2 pathetic powerpoint.
intend to relax dere & finish our project. but again ended up being chased away cos we were blocking de pathway. didnt find another powerpoint after tt. went amk hub to look for food. den went to my grandma house.

OK. i hate my nose.
it's so irritatating. like a running tap water.
ARGH!
JELLY



time flies so fast. & it is SUNDAY already!
OMG. projects, projects & projects!
so many uncompleted projects. i'm dead.
meeting classmates in bout 13 hrs time to settle our projects stuff.
but bet i would be dere slacking again.ha=)
nites!



Saturday, July 7, 2007

had sea training. completed 30 laps.
contacts kept dropping off. so had to keep stopping. Mel, SRY bout tt!
but we didnt give up juz cox of tis problem. at least we did completed our laps.
GREAT JOB, MEL!

feeling sick. cough & flu.
its getting serious. cos caught in the rain tis morning.
my immune system is getting worse since i gt into poly. getting sick easily.
the last time i was sick was juz like less then 2 mths ago?!

i wan to recover asap! dun wan miss kayak trainings.
coach is rite. is nt I nid to go. is i want to go for kayak trainings!
train hard bahs!

Life's Short, Paddle Hard
NYP KAYAKER
JELLY


Friday, July 6, 2007

sch start at 8. damn tired & sick.
tried listening to lesson. but failed. slept instead. woke up by lecturer.
all rite. i find myself a failure. sick is nt a excuse. cox almost every lectures, tutorials, labs, i find myself either slping or slacking. everytime i try to motivate myself but it failed. i dun wan to be a failure my entire life.

did PD project wif classmates. finally a project is completed. left wif 3 projects to rush. meeting them to do tis sun. hope to complete soon. completing PD already make us so happy. completing all would be better.

sea training tmr. arms, legs aching. i m sick too.
muz endure.
hope to recover soon.

J E L L Y


Thursday, July 5, 2007

all rite. at 1st was scared tt circuits would be tough. but it wasnt at all. training was AWESOME! much more better den our last circuits. i juz luv today training. i tink i did well. tis time i was able to catch up wif their running. it was a achievement for mi. muz do well in the next run. thx to those whu were ard to encourage me. but i tink i stretch my muscles too much. it hurts now. damn it. gt 2 practice air paddle at home too. juz cant seem to get my strokes rite.
i cant believe it. exams will be coming in 2-3 wks time again. y time juz pass by so fast? i dun wan to do badly. muz realli study. nid to find someone to motivate mi. actually i muz motivate myself la. cant possibly rely on ppl ard mi.
JELLY, JIA YOU bahs!

J E L L Y



slacking in ELP now.
circuit training will start 2 hr+ later.
nt feeling well. having an uncomfortable throat. no energy for training later. wat should i do?
wan to watch transformers with my frens. it is tempting mi. craving for popcorns too. but gt training so cant go. no choice. training is much more impt den a movie.
ok. will blog again tonite.
cya=)


Wednesday, July 4, 2007

went sch. finish lessons at 3. lessons were boring. slept during last lesson.
all right. now i feel so energectic. took a long nap juz now. from 6-10pm. coughing wile sleeping. hope to recover faster.
circuits tmr. i'm dead & so tired. really scared cant make it. jy bahs.
uncompleted projects. I'm DEAD!

J E L L Y



YIPPEE!
my scrollbar is cleared!thx jolene!=)



YEAH!Finally.
i cant slp...so changed my blogskin.
isit nice?find it OK. but looks weird wif de scrollbar. can anybody teach me how to delete?
giv me comments k? whether tis or old one is better. thx=)

J E L L Y


Tuesday, July 3, 2007

DAMN! SORE THROAT! hate it.
dun wan to be sick for thurs training. Help mi.
hate almost everything. wat i like onli is being wif frens & my clique, facing my lappie & most importantly...NYP KAYAK!
okie. getting back to maple now. still in holiday mood. but i hope i really can help myself. to get myself to study. i dun wanna stay in the back.

J E L L Y


Monday, July 2, 2007

land training today. run was tiring. had 2 rounds out of sch & a round inside sch. i love the part of push-ups & crunches. everybody was shouting!did gym training. i love gym training!=) we did well so dere is no nid do the 60 push-ups! instead we went ard shaking each other hands & hi-5-ing each other. saying u did well, u r gd! i juz love my kayak grp of frens! YIPPEE! getting our jersey in 2 wks time! but dere wil be a fitness test...i really scared i cant make it cox i cant run!really scared they will kick ppl out. nvm...PERSERVERE!!the only key to success!

J E L L Y


Sunday, July 1, 2007

didnt blog ytd cox was damn tired & lazy...
so i will blog it down now...

YTD:
i love my day.went for kayak.quite slack but frusrtated cox our boat still cant go straight.seniors were bz wif their sprinting. so overall it was OK.
after tt, rushed home & den rushed out again to meet the kayakers & go down to town tgt.went to plaza singapura to hav our meal.initially wanted to watch Transformers but dere were no more seatings left so we hav to change the programme. went to the arcade & some of them went pooling. den went to bugis. changed our plan again. from eating steamboat to KennyRogers at Suntec. the food was OK & it was ex. we did nt travel by MRT or bus. instead we use our legs. i cant believe it! didnt walked such a longdistance b4! from plaza singapura-bugis-suntec. laugh alot too during the trip. my kayaking frenx r jux so funny! making us laugh non-stop from the starting till the end!had difficulty eating cox i was LAUGHING too much! in the MRT it was more worse. realli had lots of fun wif them!
NYP KAYAKING!YOSH!

TODAY:
woke up at 1 plus.spent the day at home using my lappie.was pissed off by some idiotic small boys. cox i was wearing my NYP orientataion tee & over there they were making a nuisance.singing nayang poly,nanyang poly. sort of like scolded them & they kept quite. hate tis kind of ppl. dunno wat their parents teach them. went to my grandma house at SMB for dinner.watched Harry potter b4 coming home. i hate it! after kayak, my appetite realli grown! i m heavier by 2kg. dunno if it is my muscles or wat. i jux dun care.

tmr will be a long & tiring day.wif sch starting at ten & kayak ending ard 9.
i m tired. i hor=pe i realli can endure.
lastly, b4 i go...
NYP KAYAKING! YOSH!

J E L L Y



My name is Evangeline, and friends call me Jelly. I'm obsessed with penguins and owls. That's all you need to know.





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