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My Thoughts, My World.

enjoyment.
Friday, February 27, 2009

today was sentosa with lecture mates and a few of my classmates. frisbee, volleyball, captain ball, dodge ball, monkey and building sandcastles might be the usual stuff that we'll find in there, but it's the people that you're with that counts. this is the first time i see a group of people being so serious in building sandcastles! really really funny. i really love being around those people who are giving me all the fun and laughter. yeah, i definitely enjoyed my day(:

will stop here for now.
will upload the photos as soon as i get them!


Thursday, February 26, 2009

three thirty three am.

omg. i'm addicted to WGM.
(: (: (:


Monday, February 23, 2009

this is the day i've been waiting for. no more papers for the next six months. and i hate to remind myself about this but it's just about twelve days before attachment/fyp starts.

the moment i stepped out of the examination hall today, i don't know whether to be happy or sad. i'm happy because all my papers all finally over and i'm free. but IP paper was a total disaster so i'm sad. i hope they do some moderation or something. wells, i shall put everything behind, be happy and enjoy my next twelve days to the fullest!(:

tomorrow's plan will be training in the morning and then work in the evening. yeah, it's just another ordinary wednesday, except i don't have to go to school anymore.

"The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."
totally true(;


Thursday, February 19, 2009

it feels like someone just pumped a huge amount of acid into my body. it's damn suan. i really want cry): this is not the first time lor! why why? i'll have a hard time sleeping again ):


yay!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009

i've been ranting so much these two days but frankly speaking, OSM paper not that difficult leh! imagine all those people that i irritated. i think when they see this, they will start to chase me with a chopper already. but i'm really glad it's over! next up will be IP on tuesday. so i can start revising on friday or saturday. that one shouldn't be as stressful as this, i guess?

anyways, i'll be meeting shi hua tomorrow! how long never see her already?

today's such a happy day(:


):

i can't see any logic. i can memorise song lyrics like within that few minutes. so how isit possible that i can't even memorise my notes when i've already studied for don't know how many hours?
so i complained to gary chin about it and she told me this:

[|-cHiN-|] 五月天 [|-后。青春期的诗-|] ` BE ROCK! says:
lol
cos u have no interest in it ma
or u make the thing into song
better
or u try to rap the thing out
see if u can rmb

ya, thinking about it, i really hate OSM alot(who loves it?). it totally suck. i hate memorising. i don't even feel like going for the paper. this paper is seriously going to pull down my grade for this module mann. oh gawd, i totally hate this.


Tuesday, February 17, 2009

time checked: 6.00pm

just now i was sweating like mad and now i feel cold.
it's such a nice weather to take a nap but i've to study. who ask me to wake up at three plus pm today?
if only osm is not tomorrow, i would still be happily sleeping now instead of all these hardcore mugging. ya, if only.

it's so terrible. the internet is such a huge distraction.
i should get out of this place now.
bye!


sleepy jelly.
Monday, February 16, 2009



all right. i now conclude that i can't drink tea at night or i would suffer insomnia. i'm feeling so sleepy now. what the hell. maths paper later leh! prepare to say byebye to my marks already):
and I JUST REALISED TEA GOT CAFFEINE LEH. omg la. i didn't know this till i went online and did some research. ya, very funny. coffee don't work out for me and this does.
maybe i should try drinking more tea now so i would have energy later?





i just want to say,
i miss rowing.


wants.
Sunday, February 15, 2009

i don't want to stay in singapore anymore. take me out of this place.
i don't feel like studying, i don't like what i'm doing. i hate the competitive society.
i want a place where i'm free of worries. i want to be happy and enjoy my life. i would rather live a lonely life at the beachside rather than staying here.

ya right, who won't want a better life?

anyways, no misunderstanding please. there's nothing on going on at home. i'm contented enough but it's just that i would like to have more.

i don't care. as soon as attachment is over, i want to have an overseas trip. i can't stand it anymore. i need a breather.


maths made me mad.

figures and formulas are totally driving me crazy ):


happy valentine's day.
Saturday, February 14, 2009

it's valentine today.
happy valentine's to my dear family, relatives and friends out there(:

and decided to give training a miss today since i wasn't feeling very well.

currently talking rubbish with huiyi online. we're ranting like nobody business. none of us want to study now. and how great would it be if our papers are on some other days, or rather 4 days apart. ya, continue daydreaming jelly, that could never happen all right.
i can't wait for my papers to be over, so that i would be able to enjoy that one week of break with friends before attachment starts. i'm still awaiting my attachment posting. let me know by today please!!


say hello to pimples.
Friday, February 13, 2009

time checked: 4:14AM.

ya, take a look at the time! OSM is seriously killing me. i so want to die. but at least this is much simpler than the previous operating system module, i think. and maths is such a disaster for me. just stab me in the heart lah.

shiat. i'm so hungry, so hungry that i can't focus on memorising my notes.
): ): ):


don't want this anymore.
Thursday, February 12, 2009

i hate people who don't respect their parents, yet i always do so. sounds contradicting? OH.. talking about that, i hate people who are contradicting all the time too, yet again, i think i'm always doing that.
all right, back to the main point. there is never a day where i can NOT argue with mommy. even for the slightest reasons, i'll start shouting at her as if she owe me alot. i don't know why. pms? everytime, after all these rubbish, i'll feel guilty and then start reflecting on myself. BUT what's the use of reflecting when i don't change and start the same thing all over again? it's more of a routine already. thinking about it, if i put myself in her shoes, i'll feel damn hurt and will be there thinking, "why is my daughter like that?".
that's why i better start changing, i don't want to hurt her anymore lah):


plain lazy.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009

internet explorer has been driving me crazy, so i've decided to change over to mozilla. and it's really so much nicer to use lor! all right, i'm going to stay loyal to mozilla already.

i think i must start to get disciplined. exams is next week and i haven't exactly touch my notes at all lah! oh my, oh my. see my gpa drop like hell this semester.

yeah, and i've got to head over to work later and since i've to work again tomorrow, shall be staying over at my cousin's place tonight. talking about my job, it's really easy money. most of the time, i'll be slacking. otherwise, i'll be chit-chatting with terence kian. but after this week, i've to work alone already):

i'm really going to mug hard tonight. please smack me if i don't!


got to get ready my stuff already. bye bye!


save me.
Monday, February 9, 2009

this is really a short short post.

not feeling good.
my throat really hurts and i can't stop ahchoo-ing since yesterday):

nite nite!


finally!
Sunday, February 8, 2009

it's okay. you're not at the wrong blog. i've just got my blogskin changed.
was really sick and tired of my old one. it takes so long to load and make my entire lappie lag like hell. i prefer this one. so simple and nice(:

common test has just come to an end and exams are approaching in another week's time. and after exams, i'll have one week of break before my attachment start. so fast for what lah! i'm totally not prepared for it. i can already picture myself being scolded everyday. oh my god.

i can't stand my face!(so i just sit lor-.-''')
it's so so itchy but i can't scratch at all):

i'm slacking for all i can now. before i start my heavy mugging tomorrow.


eh?
Tuesday, February 3, 2009

don't know what occassion over in malaysia today.
it's 12AM and they are putting fireworks.
okay, this is damn random(:


damn it.
Sunday, February 1, 2009

i really hate this attitude of yours. how old are you already? can you at least take some initiative and find your own way out? don't come complaining to us. if you don't help yourself, none of us can help you at all. for god's sake, i don't even think its the first time already lor. whatever you do, i tolerate, the others also tolerate. and now, what's this? putting the blame on us for not getting things done? if that's the case, it's really too much of you. and please, whatever isit, don't always vent your anger on others when you can't complete your stuff. and ya, when you get your problems solved, your mood changes as fast as the bullet train, like nothing has happened. please remember, not everyone of us out there can tolerate this attitude of yours. frankly speaking, i'm really really proud of myself for my tolerating skills.

if you know you are the one above, then do something about it.



My name is Evangeline, and friends call me Jelly. I'm obsessed with penguins and owls. That's all you need to know.





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