My Thoughts, My World.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

blisters on my feet:(
however, with motivation from team-mates & coach, i successfully completed 12 rounds!
& my strokes did improved:)
i gonna work hard in a K1 & me & mel will soon be the future k2 gals! YEAH!

mountain of prawns for steamboat wif kayakers.
it didnt fill my stomach at all. not even half.
nvm! i will reserved it for boilboat tmr!
i cant wait to eat the prawns=)

i prefer some stuff to be kept as a secret=)

JELLY

Friday, September 28, 2007

being an assistant class rep isnt easy.
i dun wan to be one anymore!
gosh. esp when it comes to planning stuff.
i can go die.

spend my day preparing for SOMEBODY's bdae present.
if u know who you are! haha=)

quite a number of tings for me to do the rest of the week.
1) sea training.
2) steamboat wif kayakers. (un-confirm)
3) bro's bdae celebration
4) boilboat for wif clique =)

anyways, for those who dun noe me, take out yr phone & delete off my number.
i dun wan my phone to be ringing in the middle of the night. thx=)

JELLY

calling all HUNKS & BABES!

take out yr hp now & save my new no.

91197234=)

Thursday, September 27, 2007

a day with nth to do at home.
except SLEEPING!

didnt went for training cos it was raininig so heavily & i was dead tired tt i went back to slp till...3pm?!
yep. no doubt i'm a heavy sleeper. so if u called mi twice & no answer, most probably i would be in bed.

i'm dead bored! going back to sleep later!

JELLY

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

pretty tiring day.
1st of all, sea training.
strong currents & wind. paddle almost flew off. scary sight.
my strokes improved. but nt gd enough. dere is still room for improvements.

went queensway wif some kayakers.
walk ard. i bought nth but ate & bitched damn lots.
tt's how sensitive i'm when i come to tt topic.
anyways, i'm nt quiet! dun like to waste my breath tt's all. if u knw me well, i'm a noisy person! so...haha!

impt announcement!
SHAWN TAN, pls report for lunch on sat to get yr 100plus frm mi.
i dun mind. wad matters tt evryone ard mi is happy=)

JELLY

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

playing wif candles & sparklers and carrying laterns.
tt's mine childhood.
i haven been doing it for a few yrs i tink?
yep. i'm missing it now, the times spent playing wif my younger siblings.
but all of us have sort of grown-up & choose to do our stuff.
nth i can do bout it.
haha.

all i noe is tt i hv to train harder tmr.
to all those celebrating mooncake festivals... ENJOY!

JELLY

nevertheless...

thx to SHAWN TAN KAH HOWE and some other ppl,
[x] i'm even more motivated to row harder, going for competitions & winning medals tgt.
[x] the team managed to bond tgt wif all the outings organised.
[x] 10 ppl enjoyed theirselves in genting.
[x] NYP Kayaking juniors blog is created.
[x] the team is so nosiy wif all his crapping. haha!

NYP Sprint Kayaking Team
Life's short, Paddle hard!
We train hard, We row hard, We move on together Strong, AS A TEAM!

tt explains y i nvr fails to say i'm proud to be a NYP KAYAKER.

JELLY

a word tt i always use to describe training.

OKAY.

but i gt another word to replace it after today's training.

totally AWESOME!

motivational words & encouragements push me to training harder.

[x] thx to daniel, seniors & juniors gals, i managed to finish my run.

[x] thx to my gym-mates, i managed to survive in gym.

[x] thx to coach, i really pushed myself real hard.

[x] thx to my seniors, i managed to row better wif the strokes they taught mi..

[x] thx to my NYP kayaking team-mates, i really enjoyed rowing & time spent wif them.

IMPT!!

[x] thx to my T2 partner-MELISSA, i m still able to survive till now.

i noe tis sounded like thanksgiving day. but i couldnt survive till now without their help.

THANK YOU, NYP KAYAKING!(:

JELLY

Monday, September 24, 2007

BATTLE of the WITS.

only phrase i can use to describe ytd sleepless nite.

gosh.

GOSH!

JELLY

simply another day wasted mingling wif my new phone.
its 24 sep now. tt's how fast time realli fly (or flies? i cant be bothered wif my english anymore!) & soon...sch will reopen!*sian*
modules for nxt sem seems pretty interesting. yeah! no electronic stuffs for a few months! no doubt tt i have forgot wad i learnt in sem 1 since i spent my holidays rotting away.

JELLY
totally unstoppable. pictures flashing thru my mind non-stop.
gosh. it was till ytd tt i realised tt i cant bring myself to forget sometings at all.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

yep!
i gt my new phone.
busy playing wif it now.

JELLY

Sea training, Day out wif kayakers.

12 rounds.
last 2 rounds was torture-rous. no energy
but we definitely improved!
yep.

went town wif kayakers after tt.
caught "underdog". quite a funny movie.
luff throughout.
dinner, den went pool-ed wif a few of them.
but i didnt play cos i noe tt the white ball will suffer in my hands.
haha.

day for mi to rest tmr!
yeah!

JELLY

Saturday, September 22, 2007

yeah!
outing wif my beloved kayakers tmr.
after training(:

i'm HIGHLY MOTIVATED to row!
esp after watching videos on competition.
& all the motivation plus encouragement i gt frm my T2 partner,MEL!
u shld be happy to c yr big name here! thx mi will u?
haha.

okies. lights off!

JELLY

Thursday, September 20, 2007

rowed 6 rounds.
took 1hr?!
oh gosh. how m i going to go for marathon like tis?
train harder of course!
my hands & legs r blister-ed. but i tink they r worth it.
having blisters makes me a better rower(:

i gt nth better to so i went to slp for 4hr plus.
damn long la. the day's gone jus like tt.

i juz check my timetable.
& new modules r coming in. gotta do well in nxt sem.
finally...computing maths r coming in! the onli subject i tink i can score.
so jiayou!

JELLY

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

went to row today.
totally demoralised at the start cos the stupid boat wun listen to us!
highly motivated to row at the last few rounds thx to jingting's "put in more power!".
i realli pushed myself to the max & dun make myself feel comfortable.
yeah! tried the k2 wif mel & we spent most of our time capsizing & emptying water. but it was fun. gonna try it again tmr. woohoo~

JELLY

phew! at least i noe i pass thru tis sem.
some results r unexpected.
but i tink for mi...getting a GPA=2.517 is already nt bad.
since i tot i would be worser.
all i gt to do is giv my best in the next sem!
i can slp peacefully for now...so i'm off to bed!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

i realli cant adapt to changes. i realli cant.
T2 to T1 was easy. but T1 to T2 was like heaven to hell. abit exaggerating huh? but it's true.
nvm. me & mel will put in more effort in controlling our direction & do our best! we can do it!(:

i'm more of like a zombie now.
so dun be suprised if u see mi acting like one(:

JELLY

Monday, September 17, 2007

i'm breathless & i nid air.
i might just drop dead one day so i choose to train harder.
i'm nth but a weak person now.
better get to the doctor soon before anyting happens to mi. i wan to row harder & enter into competitions, getting medals.

nth stops mi from training harder(:

JELLY

Sunday, September 16, 2007

"paddles by marina bay" Appreciation dinner.
i tink i waste my time dere. didnt quite fill my stomach.
but the food was all rite. especially the pudding! haha.
didnt went wif them to orchard since i was too tired & im broke!

oh gosh.
pimples popping out of my forehead like nobody business.
feel like squeezing them.
wadeva!

JELLY

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Day out wif kayakers.

meet juniors teammates & walk ard. gt a top for myself.

had dinner at sakura wif kayakers.

seniors & juniors. had damn lots of fun. luffing our head off, playing wif the food.

i love the lime sherbet=)

den went back lucky plaza's arcade & play, play, play.

saw ppl played the machine like nvr-ending. & we were damn high!

tis is a gd chance for us to bond tgt since we gt no training tmr.

appreciation dinner for paddles by the bay on sun.
hope it would be fun=)

my poor legs. hurt damn lots.
lucky i gt like 2 days to rest? yep..
so tt's all!
nites!

JELLY

Thursday, September 13, 2007

tue:
missed training.
watch 'no reservations' wif shi hua.
movie was ok onli.
anyways...thx shi hua!

wed:
sea training. 10 rounds.
quite tiring but the gd ting is tt i tink i hv improved.
tt's gd news for sure!
went back sch play badminton after tt from like 2 hrs? yep.
my wrist hurts.

today:
sead training. 6 rounds.
completed quite fast. i tink.
but my wrist hurts! cos of the badminton+i still cant punch straight.
i'm still trying hard to let my elbow to be higher den my wrist & to twist my trunk more. i'm trying.
eat, sleep, watch tv, use com...my routine for the day.

yeah!
dinner out wif kayakers tmr.
can wait for all de fun!

oh ya. by the way, i'm sry for all the tings tt had happen.
it's just a way to vent my frustrations.
i will improve.

JELLY

Saturday, September 8, 2007

TRAINING was OK.
T1 was fun but T2 still feel more safer.
nt used to it tt all.
if coach wasn't dere to ask mi to correct my mistakes on my wrist & trunk, i dun tink i can complete the 12 rounds. so i muz train more to improve myself.
NO gd ending for today.
i capsized & my right shoulder hurt alot. den when i'm down in the water it sort of recover. but when i tried to get back into the boat again, i hurt my right shoulder again. couldnt row at the point of time at all so had to take the M3 back. it's all rite now. strain on my muscles tt all.
i hv a PHOBIA for capsizing already. i'm afraid tt my arm would be fractured & i cant paddle. tt's the worst ting ever in my life.
NO KAYAK= NO LIFE!

no GENTING TRIP for mi:(

JELLYhad a phobia for capsizing.

Friday, September 7, 2007

in total bad mood now.
bcos of some stupid stuff.
argh! n i cant get to slp bcos of it. damn it.

Thursday, September 6, 2007

my back is breaking.
so didn't go for training today.
so sry jocex!

i wan to go genting! fren gonna pay for like evryting & its like FOC?!
gd chance to bond la.
waiting for my parents to say "YES". since tt time i miss out 1 trip wif u all, pls let mi go.
when i ask her, she still say," dun go wif them. if u wan, i ask daddy to bk. den we go on oct."
damn sian la. like shyt. i hear already,"WTF...wan go oso cant." but i didnt say tt out la.
i really wan to go! pls pls!

JELLY

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHERIE!

Wed (4Sep07)
went celebrate cherie bdae in advance.
walk ard den ate dinner at billy bombers. cherie, the drink we specially mix for u was nice isn't it?
went mind cafe after tt.
i'm damn slow can. ended havin to do a forfeit. hv to face the wall & shout,"HELP! HELP! the wall is falling!". damn ps la! i wan to do jocex's forfeit but mel's forfeit is more worse. oh no! dere goes my english again..
after mind cafe. we slack ard. we were checked by the police. 1st time in my life!
till 1am plus. den we went home.

Today.
went for training as usual.
did 10 rounds. too lazy to row till we slack at the last few rounds which turn out to be recreational rowing.
if it's nt for mel's motivation & encouragement. i tink i woud nt survive till now. so..THX my great partner, MEL!

JELLYtiredtothemax.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

die die die.
i realli deproved damn lots. running, gym.
i hv to blame myself for nt training during the holidays.
but had lots of fun wif liling during training. luffing our head off. until daniel came out & say." pls stop jk ard!"

going out tmr wif grp of gals.
till midnite. i cant wait for tmr.

my blue-black still hurts:(

JELLY

Monday, September 3, 2007

i gt one big blue-black!
thx to my bro.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

one word for tmr.
"DEAD!"
gosh. i tink i will die in the run.

JELLY, run hard!

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Sea Training...

did 10 rounds. Well done!

we were quite frustrated. till mel was scolding the waves & i was scolding my water bottle.

i tink mel is rite. we were the noisiest team. i tink i hav swallowed a microphone. my voice is damn loud.

coach is going to split me & mel up from a T2 to T1. sad sad=(

esp after we had gone thru so many trainings tgt & go straight! wif some1 to talk to & making lots of noise.

is tis an achievement or smth? maybe.... coach is slowly training us slowly so we can get on a K2.so let's jy bahs, mel! we'll paddle again soon.

duno if i'm going for training tmr. cos i still gt difficulties balancing in a T1. depends all on my body. i dun wan to over-exert myself or i will die one day.

Let's PADDLE HARD & WHACK THEM ALL!

JELLY