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WORLDOFMYOWN-JELLY@BS
My Thoughts, My World.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

COMMON TEST FEVER.

common test is tomorrow.
DF is freaking crazy! the things i have to memorise are like never-ending!
save me!


Tuesday, January 29, 2008

my timing for NKM 2008 is out!
2:21:58.
even though we didn't get 1st, i'm more than happy already. cos there was an improvement in our timing and is better than what i expected. after all, i've to admit that the TMS girls endurance are better than us. so let's train harder for better endurance!

it's the day i've been waiting for.
chokan club finally went out as one!
it was damn high! from the start till the end of the day, we crapped and laughed non-stop. blame the shuttle and crazy frog that makes us so crazy.
so funny. laughing do make us tired.

and back at home, i'm stuck to my sit, using xiaojieli to MUG.
AHHH! i hate mugging for sure. thousands of information which i've to squeeze into my non-working brain. it's damn sickening.
okay. i shall be a good jelly for once, throw everything aside and MUG!
sayonara people!


Sunday, January 27, 2008

NATIONAL KAYAK MARATHON 2008

NYP SPRINT KAYAK TEAM.

MEDALS(:

wavebreaker. it has been a great helper.

my partner is the reason why i want to put in 101%.

it has come to an end. everyone gave in their bestest did well! of course, no regrets.
now, i really feel proud when putting on my team jersey, letting people on the streets recognised me as an nyp kayaker. and it does look nice when the whole team is wearing the same thing. our jersey is special okay? it still have glow in the dark effect.

it wasn't easy completing the 22KM.
i was on the verge on giving up but i've to tell myself to endure and do my best.
i'm happy to have my partner there in front of me. she's the one who encourage me to stay strong throughout the race.
we did a great job. thanks melissa!(:

oh! and it has come to the time we've been waiting for. the trying k-boats season.
we're finally upgrading to a K2.
and competitions are coming soon. so let's work hard towards our goal!
woohooo~


Saturday, January 26, 2008

it's tomorrow!
national kayak marathon.
although the sun and water conditions are crazy, let's endure!
one day and it's over!
NYP sprint kayak team, jia you!!(:


Friday, January 25, 2008

it was indeed a slack day for me.
class starts at 2pm and ended before the clock struck 3. it seems like we crapped more than we listen to the lecture.

as we've nowhere to go after that,
liu rong, hui yi, melody and me went to shop in bugis. sadly, chin and kai lan didn't accompany us)): next time we must go together!
okay. back to topic.
i saw a top and there goes my money again.
that's why i really need a job when holidays come. any lobang please?

training at kallang tomorrow.
i've to wake up so early la! never mind, i shan't complain.
tomorrow is our last day before the competition. so let's train hard for the last time and we'll be ready on sunday.
and since my partner is training very hard for me, i shall train hard for my partner oso!
partner, jia you!(:


Thursday, January 24, 2008

i'm getting weaker as i grow older.
i got a feeling i that i'm falling sick soon but i hope this isn't true. cos i need strength for my marathon this coming sunday.
shoo shoo! virus go away.
*headache*

yeah. most of the modules are officially over but i still got common test and exams.
and that means i got no time to slack till 27th feb. why isn't there 48 hours a day? at least give me sometime to rest and do my stuff.

3 more days: National Kayak marathon.
frankly speaking, this is isn't as scary as sprints. there is no fear in me at all.
i just only need the strength to complete the whole race. endure!
let's row our very best this saturday before sunday comes. whack ars!
NYP KAYAKING, YOSH!

it's so sudden and ridiculous.
this is really no child's play at all.
please forget about this.
arghs.


Wednesday, January 23, 2008

OH NO!
i seriously need more time.
to study.
to shop.
to rest.
to sleep.
to listen to jay's songs((:
**and and and, i want to add one more thing.
i seriously need more time to TRAIN.
oh mann. how can i forget about this?
let me slap myself for that. *jelly slaps her own face*


Tuesday, January 22, 2008

OOPP is really damn disgusting.
it's like i don't even know where to start from. i just spend my whole day here, staring at the computer, thinkig of how to start.
and i ended up with nothing done at all)):
individual + 60% project. *faints*

cos and oop quiz tomorrow!
lucky it's open book. or i've to spend my time memorising loads of stuff.
thank goodness.

i'm off to complete some of my work.
then it will be bed time!
sayonara.


Monday, January 21, 2008

i still can't get over with the fact that jay's concert is over.
it's been the 3rd day since i last saw jay "live".
and i really miss him!
i'm so crazy about him that my ears are only available for his songs, and my eyes are for his pictures. almost my whole xiaojieli is filled up with his pictures and stuff.
although the songs were repeated over and over again, i'll never get sick and tired of it.

genie..please grant me a wish please. just one will do.
SHH! don't ask me anything. wait till after my wish is fufilled and you'll get to know the answer.
okay. it's damn ridiculous.

JAY, JAY, JAY! when will you be coming to singapore again?


Sunday, January 20, 2008

2 missed calls. 3 new messages.
all i saw when i saw my phone when i woke up.
my reaction was "OH NO!". i overslept and missed out the stuff that i'm supposed to do today.

i slept at an early timing of 10:20PM yesterday.
however, i still couldn't wake up this morning. and in the end, i became a pig till 11:20AM.
okay. i must really make the effort to wake up early already. i must sleep earlier the next time.
maybe at 9PM? as if i will sleep that early.

oops! i don't know how to end my post.
can't think of any pattern.
okay. sayonara!



Saturday, January 19, 2008

THANK YOU JAY FOR THE AWESOME CONCERT!((:

5 stars!
jay's concert is too awesome.
too awesome that it causes us to have post-jay concert depression. it's true if you are really a jay fanatic.

i was really damn high yesterday.
i no longer care about my image when it comes to jay.
i was screaming, jumping and singing all the way.
because he's really too HOT!
after the whole performance, he really make me love him even more.
i'm sure going to take the very front row, 3 years later.

he really improved alot.
his songs, movies, concert and everything. he really put all the effort into learning new things just to surprise his fans.
keep up with the good work, jay!
and once again... thanks for the fantastic performance!

sometimes, there are some stuff which i don't wish to say. adding on, it's jay birthday yesterday.
but i really cannot stand it.
why some people can just go there, sit and see the whole thing as an opera or classical music performance?! some just get high just for the sake of getting high. not even a jay-lover.
it's like what for go there when you are not his fan at all? it only brings down the mood and make him even sadder. you might as well give those tickets to those people who really want to see him.
arghs.
the thought of this really make me super duper angry. damn it.
(jelly relax, relax..)

yeah! i'm going to make things easier for all of you.
i already know what i want for my birthday this year.
A PERSONAL JAY COLLECTION- all of his albums and merchandises.
it's okay if i have some of the albums already, but i want a personal one. not those i'm sharing wth my siblings.
so i think i should thank you people first!
thank you!
omg. i'm so thick-skinned.

okay.
if i go on and on, this post will be never-ending already.
i'm off to listening jay's music.
SAYONARA.


Friday, January 18, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAY!



he's a year older. but he's still the best of the best! indeed the bestest.
his looks, his music, his acting, absolutely everything about him is superb!

continue to work hard jay! JIA YOU!


JAY is LOVE((:


Thursday, January 17, 2008

i cried after watching a 22 second mini-clip.
HOW IN THE WORLD CAN THIS HAPPEN?!
cos it's so scary. my sister bluff me! she told me it wasn't scary at all.
who ask me so KPO?!
i stare at the video, i saw the chair rocking, a figure with a disfigured face rushed out..and i screamed and cried!
i can't get that face off my mind. gosh.
it's the worse thing ever!)):

it feel as if common test is over not long ago, yet another one is coming up.
it's really crazy, although it's only 2 modules.

DF
LTN-3
8:30AM - 10AM
CS
LTN-3

2PM - 3:30PM

finally..
DMD test is over.
CS presentation is over.
DF project almost done.
left with OOPP project and THKPSS presentation and i'm done! WOOHOO~

YEAH YEAH YEAH!
jay's concert is tmr! it's his birthday!
his face, his singing, everything about him. it's all in my mind.
what surprise will he have for the fans?! let's wait and see tomorrow!

sayonara.


Wednesday, January 16, 2008

WARNING!!!
jelly's stress level: 101%
readers evacuate immediately.
she might explode anytime.


5..4..3..2..1.. BA-BOOM!
anybody dead yet?

okay. i got nothing better to do.

tomorrow is the day.
DMD test and CS presentation.
adobe flash can drive me crazy. cs presentation is scary- especially when you've totally no idea what the teacher is thinking and doing to your marks. save me please))):
cs is a crappy module which nobody want to repeat. i'm easily satisfied. so a pass is more than enough.

i'm MORE tanner than before.
arghs. thank you sun. shoo shoo!
please forgive me for my lousy engrish.

FULLSTOP.
end of script.

SAYONARA.



Tuesday, January 15, 2008

i've to face tons of deadlines and i'm so stressed up!
i'm damn pek chek that i've already started to throw my things around.
i hate projects.
i hate presentations.
i hate tests.
i hate school.
arghs! life is terrible with this deadlines, increasing the risk of me getting a brain-damage. i don't want to die so early)):

blah blah blah..
omg.
JAY'S CONCERT IS IN 3 DAYS TIME!
let's get high people!

there's training tomorrow. so i guess i should shut m eyes already.
sayonara.
oyassuminasai~


Monday, January 14, 2008

YIPPEE!
OOPP lecture is finally over! i do not have to face that sarcastic lecturer anymore.
oh ya! so there will be a 2 hour break on monday for me. yeah yeah!((:

i seriously hate presentation.
especially for communication skills which is a totally crappy thing. i don't even know what i'm learning in there. i think i'm only there to take attendance after all.
bleahs ;p

OH!
before i go, please never visit NYP north canteen chicken rice stall.
from what i heard from my friend, there are cockroach legs and worms in the food. and the owner is totally irresponsible.
that place only give you the creeps. YUCKS! i don't even want to think about it. i'm going to puke mann. i hope the stall closes down soon.

okak. i'm too tired for the day.
nights!((:


Sunday, January 13, 2008

it's a routine every sunday.
wake up.
lunch-ed.
tv
laptop.
nap.
laptop.
dinner-ed.
tv
laptop.
lights off!
OYASSUMINASAI~


Saturday, January 12, 2008

DAMN IT.
i'm short of cash!
no money to shop.
no money to eat.
no money to do whatever stuff i want.
sadded))):

training on a S2 wasn't that bad after all.
we improved. and that's a good sign.
well done, melissa!((:
three cheers to us.
HIP HIP HURRAY,
HIP HIP HURRAY,
HIP HIP HURRAY!

gosh.
exams timetable are out!
OOP- 19/2/07
COS- 25/2/07
CM- 27/2/07
it's time to start studying again. no room for me to slack at all.
but once it's over, i can slack for all i want! yippee!
so i should study hard!


Thursday, January 10, 2008


I CHOKAN CLUB.

they were the reason i enjoyed poly life.

endless crapping...

endless laughter...

endless fun...

thanks babes!(:



Wednesday, January 9, 2008

i know i'm strong.
i know nothing can stop me from going faster.
i know i can finish the 22KM.
i know i can do it.
jelly, jia you!

my aching worsen from the rounds today. that i can't even bend my right arm.
i don't even know i can do the push-ups tomorrow. i only hope for fast recovery for saturday's training.
anyways, huey yen, it was a nice time rowing with u! we did well!

i don't know what is going on with me, but i'm not in the mood recently.
sorry if i've to use anyone as a punching bag. please forgive me.

i guess i'm too tired.
i need a rest.
sayonara.


Tuesday, January 8, 2008

endless projects, presentations and tests are nightmares!
i wouldn't even want to think about it but i don't have any choice.

projects
DF - next week (for the sake of getting bonus marks)
OOPP - dunno when.

presentations
CS (which is crap) - next week
THKPSS- following week

tests
CM - next week

DMD - next thursday.
and so far how much have i complete? not even half.
this is how "hardworking" i am.
i need a slap. *slaps myself*

i'm aching like crap.
at this point of time, neck and shoulder rub is heaven(:
yet, i shouldn't skip training using this as an excuse cos i seriously want that gold!

there are no gains without pain.

It does not matter how slowly I go so long as I do not stop. without sweat and toil, no work is made perfect. our greatest glory consists not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. i'm never a loser until i quit trying. most importantly, energy and persistance conquer all things. in the end, victory will belongs to the most persevering because they think they can do it.
i'm not that professional duh. just find some good use from these sentences. but i edited some myself ok?

STUDY HARD,
TRAIN HARD,
PLAY HARD!


Monday, January 7, 2008

one and a half months and i'm back for land training.
this should be the worst training. and it was damn torturous, mentally and physically.
with encouragement from my fellow team-mates, i managed to survived through everything, especially the push-ups. thanks!(:
all i need is more strength to train.

after a long day, i'm really very tired.
so i guess it'll be lights out!
oyasumminasai~



say NO to insomnia.
history has repeated and i didn't sleep a wink for the whole night.
i'm too tired. too tired to concentrate in lessons. too tired to do my work.
from the starting till now, i've been forcing myself not to go into dreamland.
for now, please at least give me a minute to be a pig. but there's limited time for me to do so)):
"i can't sleep in class, i can't sleep, i can't sleep.."

dozing off,
jelly
Zzzzzz...


Sunday, January 6, 2008

after a day of resting, i'm back to normal.
and i'm in good condition for training tomorrow.
thank god.

woohoo!
jay's concert. 12 more days!
what surprise will we get from him?
let's wait till that day comes!


Saturday, January 5, 2008

what's the best thing to do after training? adding on that there's a cooling weather.
nothing can beats SLEEPING!
i'm so tired that i really need days of sleep. too bad i don't have enough time with school and stuff.
i've been lying on bed since my afternoon nap. seriously, i can't move at all. my body is aching and my nose is damn irritating. adding on, i'm running a temperature when i'm only having a running nose but nothing else. how crazy can things get? when i got so many things to do! arghs.

we are almost there.
22 days more to go.
please give me strength to complete the race.
please don't let me fall sick. not at all.
i know i'm strong. i know i can do it.


Friday, January 4, 2008

everything is like so weird. especially my mind.
how can i've 3 dreams within 8 hours of being a pig?
first 2 are personal and the third dream is crap.
the whole process is like so messy and crazy that i've to even pinch myself when i get up from bed.
and this shows that.. i'm thinking about alot of stuff lately. indeed i'm.

oh well, i got my maths common test result today.
i'm so disappointed with it.
the moment i saw my results, tears immediately come out of my eyes.
even though it's in lecture, and my classmates are all around. i really can't hold back any longer. i need to cry. and i did.
what to do? study harder only lo.

there's training tomorrow!
i'm going to survive the rounds. yes, i can.

please gimme good weather and direction((:
i need to study hard and also row hard.

all of sudden, i'm so addicted to manga.
that i can get stuck to it for like hours.
off to manga-ing already. jaa-neh!


Thursday, January 3, 2008

wake up your idea, jelly!
it's 2008 already okay? yet you are still stuck in the world of 2007.
you're suppose to work harder instead of fooling around!

laziness has crept over me once again.
i'm too lazy to get up from bed.
i'm too lazy to sleep.
i'm too lazy to eat.
i'm too lazy to bath.
i'm too lazy to study for tests.
i'm too lazy to
touch my programming stuff which is due tomorrow.
i'm too lazy to even take a look at my communication skills project which i'm suppose to complete during the holidays.
like this how to fufil my new year resolution of scoring a good GPA?
just ask me to go and jump off the building.

jelly, work harder.
jelly, work harder.
JELLY, WORK HARDER!
action speaks louder than words. prove it girl!

COUNTING DOWN- 24 more days.
3 more weeks of training and it's competition!
stamina, stamina and stamina.
power, power and power.
endure, endure and endure.
it's all in the mind. we must be strong physically and also, mentally.
we are going to beat the rest once again and go back with a gold and a big smile. jia you partner!((:

laughing throughout the day do make me look crazy.
i can just stare at my laptop and burst out in laughter. at home and in school, it's all the same.
what is going on with me?!
oh nothing! it's just i love laughing. so please don't mind.

once again..don't think i'm crazy.
do you believe there's a dancer living in my laptop, dancing for me to see?
believe me will u? it's true.

all righty!
back to school work.
sayonara.


Wednesday, January 2, 2008

gosh.
school reopens today and i'm still in holiday mood.
after 2 weeks of break, i'm still not used to the sudden change of timing to climb out of bed.
i've to like wake up 6 hours earlier just to head for school.
oh mann. how great is that?

good job, jelly...
communication skills test is tomorrow and i only remembered it when my friends were talking about it. how can i forget about this? if nobody is discussing about it, i guess i'll just have to hand in a blank sheet of paper.
lucky me. i wouldn't have to receive a big fat zero. thanks people!

and why are my electives for year 2 so weird?
innovation and technology still can accept. introduction to china and india studies? what for study this?
no need guess, that is sure to be my last choice. it's worser then thinking skills and that will make me more piggier in class.
sad to say, no languages for us to choose already)): i should have study harder in semester 1.

after a long long day, with short short amount of sleep.
i guess i'm heading to bed already.
sayonara.
oyassumnasai~
*boing boing*


Tuesday, January 1, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
1ST JANUARY 2008.
it's not just another day but it's a brand new year for me and everyone else.
where everyone will change, experience new things, make new friends and plan for what we want to achieve for the year.
although my year didn't start off well due to my bad stomach, i'm sure i'm going to enjoy the new year celebration at cherie's place and yep... like what i say, things will always be better tomorrow.
so...why not stay happy?((:

but there's one thing that will never change.
which is the endless tutorials, projects and tests in school.
wait a minute.
but who am i to complain? my friends are in the same state as me and my performance in poly life will depicts my future. so i just have to shut up, and study hard.

oh well, talking about life.
i get easily irritated nowadays. and for the slightest reason, i'll shout at my parents and siblings, not sparing a thought for them at all. and for this, i'm so sorry! and yeah, 2008 is a year where i've to throw off all my bad habits and this bad temper of mine.

school officially reopens on wednesday.
and i'm back to my old self again.
where my life will revolves around home, school, training.
some of you might think i've no life or whatever but i'm enjoying the times spend in school and training. but no worries people, i'll sure find them to meet up with u all! i promise.

okay! i'm about to go out in an hour time.
i've got to go prepare.
once again, wishing you a happy new year! and may all your wishes come true!(:



My name is Evangeline, and friends call me Jelly. I'm obsessed with penguins and owls. That's all you need to know.





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