My Thoughts, My World.

Have you ever have a same gender friend, whom when you ask him/her out, they complain no money, yet they can keep go out with opposite gender ALOT of times. Yet in the past they dare to mention the phrase "zhong se qing you", and have they discovered what they are doing now?

Feel like knowing more things? Let me break it down for you.

Do you know how irritating/disgusted it is, when

- you thought you were close with somebody, but actually you're not?

- people thought you all are close friends, but when people see that you all don't interact with each other, people thought you're the bad guy, you are outcasting them, or you all got a fight or something? And the fact is, there isn't any fight or quarrel or wat at all.

- you tried to befriend with that someone again, hope things will be like how it used to be, but unfortunately it couldn't because that person is not willing to befriend you back again because maybe he/she thought you are distant from them, you are untrustable, and maybe very evil? When they don't even reflect on themselves?

- they seems to be like don't want to lose the friendship, but they are expecting the opposite party to take the initiative to 'repair' this friendship. Somehow, even an OUTSIDER is pitying us, trying to help us all to repair the friendship, yet the best part is, they are not doing anything? Like you owe them or something?

- although the you did initiate, but they are still giving cold shoulder?

- you thought this person is like that, but in the end it wasn't. It's bad to you, but it may be good for the others?

把热脸贴他的冷屁股。<- Have been feeling liddat for this week. This kinda feeling just sucks. It makes you look/feel like an asshole.

It's not only me, a few of us are feeling this way. We're sick and tired. Tried to improve the situation but to no avail. whatever isit, we're just not going to bother anymore.

okay, i guess It's time to stop all these rubbish already.
training tomorrow, i got to sleep(: