i hate life.
sometimes, i'm wondering why i'm born like that.
blame myself for having one stupid pair of sensitive ears, which drives me crazy all the time.
i thought my closest ones were able to understand me, but it's totally wrong. if they can't even understand me, how can i even expect the others to understand? in the end, i still get the blame. it's like.. they know it, yet i'm still being scolded. it's not as if i'm doing it on purpose. why isit always my fault? whenever i get scolded, i can't argue and i've to hold back my tears.

i really can't wait to disappear from this world. at least i will have some peace. i can't stand it any longer.