FYP is over, it's finally the holidays!

missed a month of trainings due to FYP and finally went back yesterday. weights dropped, running dropped even more. will start water training tomorrow, and it's time to correct my strokes. time will fly by quickly, and soon, IVP will come.

seriously, i really hate working. for the past six months, everytime after attachment/FYP, i will be rushing to work for alternate nights. friends go out, i must work. due to work, FYP has been a torture for me. even during the holidays, i've to even head to work after trainings. though it's only that three hours and there's nothing much to do but it's really tiring. i really don't feel like working anymore. and ya, i will get blamed again for not wanting to work. whatever isit, it's still my fault in the end.