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WORLDOFMYOWN-JELLY@BS
My Thoughts, My World.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

i think i'm the worst fyp student ever. it's almost the end of week eight and my work is still like shit. it's a total mental breakdown facing all these stuff everyday. yes, i tried but i always fail. but what's the point of trying when i always get nothing done in the end? stayed up the entire night to try just to do my work and prove it to my teacher, but still nothing done. i really want to love my project. i envy those who are progressing. every week, i'm the one who is always stagnant. and because of fyp, i'm starting to fear school. i dread going to school recently, even though my friends are there. everytime i'm stuck in the lab, i don't feel good. so what's the point? each time i don't solve something i feel depressed. gosh. why am i even studying? why am i even in the course? how am i going to survive for the next one month?



My name is Evangeline, and friends call me Jelly. I'm obsessed with penguins and owls. That's all you need to know.





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