My Thoughts, My World.

it's a happy day today(:

it was really a great day spend with my family. especially when i'm with my siblings, we will talk alot of rubbish and laugh crazily. i like this feeling ah. i'll feel closer to them each time i go out with them. oh, and we found a really nice place for family gathering but it's a little troublesome. i feel like planning a "picnic" there and keep myself free just for that one night. i can't wait mann. maybe after PA? HAHA. brother and sister, when u read this, help me out also okay!!

and the below portion is going to contradict this post.

as for the upcoming race, if i say that i'm not scared at all, i'm obviously lying. as each day goes by, i'll feel even more nervous and scared. i'm left with the very last water training before the race comes and frankly speaking, i'm really not prepared for it at all. it's not that i don't want to be positive. everyday, whenever i'm not busy, i'll start to imagine what it's going to happen on that day, like how well am i going to perform. it's just that very one chance. i'm really scared. give me more strength please!!):
sorry that i can't stop but be negative. how i wish i can look things at the brighter side.

all right, it's time for me to sleep.
nights(: