My Thoughts, My World.

sometimes, things aren't complicated but i chose to anyhow think and made them complicated.
anyways, i did something damn retarded before i went to sleep yesterday. i duno, but i think it was a little stupid? haha.

i'm starting to dread things easily now, in whatever i do or think.
and over at dinner with family today, one of the topic we discussed was about death. then i told my sister nonsense like, "when i die, burn me this one and also that..". the whole conversation was quite funny. hahahaha. talking about death, i'm really damn afraid. i know it's a stage that we've to pass through but i can't stop worrying. like even if i die(*touchwood*), i also want to die peacefully. i think i'm really damn nonsensical, i still so young yet think of all this :/

i duno how i did it, but i shed off 3kg already leh! i guess 60kg will be good enough for me?(:
and omg, i just talked about reducing my weight, and now, i want to go find rubbish to eat again. omg.

oh! it's man united versus liverpool today. and omg, liverpool is leading by 3-1 now. is man united really that bad? gosh.