i hate people who don't respect their parents, yet i always do so. sounds contradicting? OH.. talking about that, i hate people who are contradicting all the time too, yet again, i think i'm always doing that.
all right, back to the main point. there is never a day where i can NOT argue with mommy. even for the slightest reasons, i'll start shouting at her as if she owe me alot. i don't know why. pms? everytime, after all these rubbish, i'll feel guilty and then start reflecting on myself. BUT what's the use of reflecting when i don't change and start the same thing all over again? it's more of a routine already. thinking about it, if i put myself in her shoes, i'll feel damn hurt and will be there thinking, "why is my daughter like that?".
that's why i better start changing, i don't want to hurt her anymore lah):

