everything is so different.
tolerance level has gone from really high to low.
things seems to be getting from bad to worse.
i've got no idea. it really hurts. it seems like i can't trust anyone anymore. it's too hard for me.
where can i find my motivation? where can i find that attitude i used to have? when can i ever wake up?
i've got no idea. i'm still waiting for them to come to me naturally.
all i can just do is to accept the fact and continue with my own stuff.
it's like..there's nothing else i can do right?
perhaps, i should look at the brighter side of life. things might get better. i guess so.
wells, i think i shall stop being so emotional. i will feel guilty if i affect those around me.

