after reading that certain post, my eyes were filled up with tears. it certainly brought me back in time, to those memories. at least i get to understand more of what is going on now. i don't know why but it seem that i'm filled with regrets. i hope there is some "rewind" function so that i can go back in time which is totally impossible. oh wells, it's too late i guess.

i need learn how to stand up once again. erase away those memories please )):