for the past 4 days, i'm sitting there worrying for my tests and mugging like crazy. thanks to my last minute studying. hurhur... whatever isit, i'm free now! i can now turn on the aircon, lie on my comfy bed, repeat my favourite songs over and over again, and sleep like nobody business. oh crap.. work is always never-ending. i still have projects to complete. BIG BOO to projects...):
oh well, at least there is a short period of time for me to rest and relax before school resumes next week. so i should be happy and enjoying the short break instead(:
okay. a sudden mood swing in me. i can't tolerate anymore. i need to throw everything off my chest. i'm erupting soon. for privacy purpose, i'll just name that person as SOMEBODY.
SOMEBODY just don't treasure friendship, taking friends for granted. one minute you can be nice to a person and the next minute, your attitude totally change. no wonder all your friends chose to leave you. you're selfish, always putting yourself in the 1st place. instead of admitting your mistakes, you'll push the blame to others, thinking that you're always right. it always seems that the whole world have done you wrong, always making people to apologies to you and forcing people to say what they don't wish to say. and when friends don't do what you want, you'll just flare up and bombard them with vulgarities. this is totally ridiculous! i've been a victim and i chose to keep quiet and tolerate you all the time. i'm no angry, just disappointed. out of so many friends, you're the only one giving me this attitude. i can find so many loopholes in you. i can just go on and on like nobody's business but i'm going to save the rest of you to reflect yourself. this time, you're forcing me to give up this friendship between us. it's impossible for me to forgive you after all you've done. find me only when you realise your mistakes. but i guess you never will. goodbye my friend..
if you're that SOMEBODY reading this post, please scram off and reflect on what you've done. i don't welcome you in my blog anymore. you're BLACKLISTED!
phew. and i feel so much better now!
i must be happy like this(:
i choose what i want to be(:
