i really need to destress. ever since school started, nothing had been going on smoothly for me. i'm looking forward to every training cos that's the only period of time i'll feel a little happier. cos i can just throw everything aside and row as much as i could.
training might be short today, but it's more than enough. few minutes down into the waters rowing make me feel alot of better.
i might look happy on the outside but who in the world knows how i'm feeling inside? i've got a blog.. but i can't say everything out here. i need someone to talk to yet i can't find a suitable person. not even the one closest to me. sometimes, i rather keep things to myself instead of troubling my friends. and yep, it feels damn uncomfortable. but i really don't want to affect any of my friends.
i really hope things get better day by day. i really hope.
awww. night class tomorrow.
dead.

