physically and mentally worn out. i'm aching from head to toe but i still went for training today((: stop all your naggings people, i know when my body needs rest. i improved! by 2 rounds from sunday's training. gaybo-ed 13 rounds and did not capsize at all. but sadly, i did 30-for-nothing push ups cos i capsize at pontoon 3 times for don't know what reason. life's so unfair)):
i don't care! no matter how tired am i tomorrow, i must try my very best to complete the 15 rounds. jelly must be more daring!
and partner, don't be depressed! jia you!
results is coming out soon. i'm damn scared. i skipped so many trainings just to study for exams. i will go crazy if i never improve at all. good results please!!
oh ya..i think i'm crazy. always having dreams or nightmares. i've to wake up and sleep again like so many times yesterday because i encounter so many nightmares. its damn tiring and scaryyyy.

