My Thoughts, My World.

3 hours of nap is seriously not enough for me. but still, i can't sleep too much just in case my body clock go haywire again.

time and time again, i tell myself that i should train hard, improve and not to hold on to the pontoon when trying K1. i don't know what i'm exactly afraid of. i'm not scared of capping, i'm willing to swim back but why?)): after so much training, my performance is K is still no way better. whether it is K1 or K2, i still feel damn stress. once i move out in a K2, i will start to shiver like crazy. thinking about it, i guess my weakness is in my confidence. any kind souls willing to spare me confidence?

don't know why but it seems that i'm the only one who can empty the red K1 with countless blue-black on my legs. it's as if i'm being abused. but don't worry. there is no need to call the police! hahaha..

i realised that most of my posts are about training and many of you might be bored to death reading my blog. please don't blame me cos i've been doing nothing except training from the start of the holidays. at least give me something to do! blame it on my sales rep who don't want to reply my sms. he don't want me to earn money. bad guy)):