i duno how to describe my feelings now can?
training or work?
after all. promises r nt meant to be broken. i already promised my aunt tt i will be going to work & she's arranged everyting to accomadate to my timing.
as for trainings. i realli duno wad i shld do bout it. i will lag behind & even lose my doubles? n hav to start all over from singles again. i really hate tis situation. by then, i tink i would quit & all rite. spent my life studying & working part-time? wif no cca in poly at all?! its damn boring can.
watever or anything. i cant be bothered wif it anymore.
& for duno wad reasons wtf is going on wif mi?
givin mi dreams evrytime i slp. all i nid is a good nite slp w/o dreams.
is tt a very diff request tt i m asking for.
after all..life's still treating mi unfairly.
JELLY

